I've been wanting to update but I'm not sure what to say. Here are some lyrics to music that has been speaking to me lately...I might make a mix...I might give it as a gift. I really think that mixes are one of the most meaningful gifts a person can give because you can say sooooo many things using other people's words ( Read more... )

Wow...unexpected emotional night. The other day I decided to clean some things out of storage containers that I have to get them ready in case we find a place. There was a computer disc in one of the containers with my roomies handwriting on it "Bridget's Disc O' Stuff" I decided tonight that I would check out what it contained, thinking it was ( Read more... )

So many people are in a fight with me for not writing in a while I'm sure. Excuses? I'm not sure I have any real good ones. I guess I was using my journal as a way to vent when life wasn't going well and I have been ridiculously happy lately. Received the most amazing birthday present EvEr from wonderful Heather, Amy, and about 40 of my closest ( Read more... )

Ok this is getting really annoying that I post only when I am sad...I am pissing myself off but I JUST CAN'T seem to be ok. I know that life isn't bad, that a whole lot more could be going wrong, that I should appreciate what I have. I'm just having a hard time being ok...I can't shake all the emotions I recently went through and panic a bout my ( Read more... )

So I cried last night...and I mean CRIED. I haven't done that in soooo long. It is supposed to be refreshing right? To just sob...get it all out. But because I live at home and because the tears were mixed with anger it just turned into a mess of fought back tears and a ragging headache. And I'm not quite sure if the result of all of that crying ( Read more... )

Ok so I am just as Amy described "A big ball of stress". The computer pop ups are NOT helping! I am sick of updating with complaints or talking to people about my problems. It's getting old but I am just not feeling better. And right now I can't blame the stress on hormones although I am getting a cold ( Read more... )

So...we did it! A vision that I had for an amzing woman in my life came true. This weekend with the much needed and appreciated help of Tobias (Homosapien) I threw a gallery show for Heather (Indiarose) to celebrate her 25th birthday!!! I will try to post some pictures. Thank you to all of my friends that contributed and Heathers lj friends who ( Read more... )

I know I know it's really not that interesting when people tell you about their strange dreams. But I have to share. Had a dream last night that I learned that Elliot had died. I'm not sure how but I think it was a phone call. I acted at first like it didn't bother me and I remember people getting pissed of at my being emotionless. Then I am on the ( Read more... )

HaHaHa Thanks Heather this is JUST what I needed tonight :)
You will live in Apartment.
You will drive a black jeep.
You will marry eric and have 2 kids.
You will be a child birth educator in worcester.
PlayMash.com try it it's hysterical