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i`m off to the cinema today to watch 'belle et la bete' by cocteau alone. i think spending time in the cinema alone is the best thing one could do. the flickering image is the only friend you need really.  i`m very happy here. not satisfied, but happy. if it wasn`t for lingering effects of this and that, i would be very content.


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i should make more of my posts public. i mean, who am i so afraid of? forget judgement, its all a waste of time.


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today, as i walked down queen street west in toronto with some friends, i saw this woman and i thought, "she looks so familiar." and i looked at her dress, and her hair and i thought, "she looks like me. that's my sister, that's my sister ( Read more... )

london was a laugh. it was a lovely town..though i didn't mean very many brits who were lovely. well, except for the subway employee who helped me figure how to get where i was going. i was eternally lost..all of those winding streets and my poor sense of direction caused a great deal of trouble. but i had friends..good friends who would lend me a ( Read more... )

what is it like to be married?

after i left new york, i lost track of the days. i forgot a day here and there and all of a sudden, i was very confused. what was joel doing here? why was carlos leaving again? i`m really in another place. i watched two wong-kar wai movies, eight dollars a piece and realized that our rooms are an architecture of memory. i watched one movie in the ( Read more... )