i`m off to the cinema today to watch 'belle et la bete' by cocteau alone. i think spending time in the cinema alone is the best thing one could do. the flickering image is the only friend you need really. i`m very happy here. not satisfied, but happy. if it wasn`t for lingering effects of this and that, i would be very content.
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i think he loves her just as much as i love him.
but no one really cares anymore so i`ll keep quiet.