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Gaining trust chapter 16
Title - Gaining trust
Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 16/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9 - Chapter 10 - Chapter 11 - Chapter 12 - Chapter 13 - Chapter 14 - Chapter 15 - Chapter 16 -
After knocking on the bedroom’s door few times without getting any kind of positive result, Reita went to spend time in the living room, giving space for Uruha to calm down for a couple of hours. Uruha had often acted like this when he had been upset about something. Reita was sure he would sooner or later find out what was bothering him.
When the movie had ended what Reita started to watch he took the DVD out of player. He had seen that particular movie many times, he even could say the lines what people were going to say in it before they actually did.
Opening bedroom’s door he noticed Uruha still lying on the bed, hiding his face in pillow. “Hey, Uru. What’s wrong?” Reita sat on the edge of the bed and stroked other’s hair trying to calm his friend. “Do you want to eat something?” Seeing other shaking his head, he knew it was worse than just getting scared of someone or something. Humming for the moment before pulling Uruha into hug., being glad his friend let him take him into his arm so easily and besides Uruha knew he wasn’t going to harm him and he easily could over power him. Feeling Uruha clenching against him as close as he could, Reita softly said. “Let’s make you a bath, hmm?” Carrying other to bathroom he lowered Uruha on the toilet seat as he started to make bath ready.
Slowly Uruha stripped himself, feeling grateful have a friend like Reita. He was always there for him; even at times he really didn’t need someone to be around him. Stepping inside of bathtub it felt great to have touch of warm water. Reita had seen him many times naked, so it didn’t mattered whatever he was there or not. Sometimes when he was drawn to his own world, he forgot Reita was there with him till other did or said something. Taking body wash bottle, he poured some of it on his skin and started to scrub himself.
Watching for a moment younger scrub his skin clean, it worried him how he would spent time scrubbing one place longer than usual. “Hey, hey!! That’s enough.” Grabbing Uruha’s wrist Reita made sure other wouldn't irritate his skin further. “You know what we agreed about this. Don’t harm yourself further.” It made him sad to see Uruha like this, hiding from the world and harming himself. As Uruha kept looking at Reita with big sad eyes which were puffed up from all the crying. “Let me help you.” Reita gave small smile and motioned him to turn around. Uruha did as he was told and Reita washed his hair while they kept silence between them.
After washing Uruha, they sat on the living room couch watching random television program. Uruha had wrapped himself inside of a blanked but he kept rubbing his skin every now and then. He knew Reita would get angry with him for doing that but one single showering didn’t take the feeling away.
It was nice to take time and relax but he still needed to know where other had been whole night. It wasn’t like Uruha to be nights away from his home after what had happened. “Hm, Uru. Where did you spend whole night? Out?” He tried to make his question sound that he was trying to make up some kind of conversation.
“I was at friend’s place. It was nice.” Uruha answered.
“Friend? Please don’t say it was Aoi.”
Looking at the floor Uruha felt like he could cry again. “Yes...” It didn’t matter if Reita knew he was with Aoi last night because he was sure he wouldn’t see Aoi anymore.
“Oh, Uruha. You know he isn’t up to any good. Especially with you. He sees you only as a another fuck. Don’t let him get what he wants; it won’t do any good for your recovery.” Placing hand on his friend’s shoulder, he started to do slightly doing rubbing motion. “And stop that scratching. I bet your skin is red enough.” Taking Uruha’s face between his hands, he turned his face so they would be face to face. “It wasn’t your fault, you didn’t deserve it. Something really bad happened to you. So, please, stop abusing your beautiful skin.” At that moment Uruha hugged Reita tight. Reita stayed over at Uruha’s place for a couple days to make sure everything would be alright and Aoi wouldn’t show up unwanted at Uruha’s door.
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Reita had just finished work and was getting out of the building. It had been long day at work since he had taken couple days off. Just when he was getting to his car he heard someone call him. “Oh, hi.”
“Where have you been Reita?”
He hadn’t told the real truth why he had been away, his boss wouldn’t understand. Same went to his co-workers; all they knew was that he had been sick or busy. “Busy.”
“Yeah, I heard you were. I had to do some of your work but you know I got extra day off.” He said happily. “I was thinking would you join me this weekend? I will be going out with couple of friends.”
“Gee, Saga. I don’t know. I mean I’m behind my working schedule as you know.”
“Don’t ruin the party, Reita. Besides you haven’t been out in a long long time. Maybe you will find that special someone as well.” Saga said grinning.
Opening cars door Reita sat in his car and gazed up to Saga. “Okay, I will join but can’t stay too long. I have work in a next day as you know.”
“Yeah, yeah. See you on Sunday!!” Saga waved and walked away smiling victoriously. It was going to be awesome.
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Reita and Uruha were watching one of Reita’s many movies. Uruha had wrapped himself inside of blanket like he had done so many times within last couple of days. Reita was sitting in a corner of the couch letting Uruha lean in his embrace while he held his arm loosely around Uruha.
It was late at night; Uruha was dozing off and waking up when Reita moved. Patting couple times Uruha’s shoulder, Reita said. “Let’s get you to bed. I won’t be your pillow.”
Giving Reita a small smile Uruha stated. “You are nice pillow.”
“Yeah, I have noticed that. Now, off you go.” He pushed Uruha off of him, finally being able to sit properly and stretch his muscles. “I’ll come to see you tomorrow before I need to get going again. Is that okay?” He asked raising his eyebrow.
Yawning Uruha nodded. “Yeah, sure.” Pulling his long sleeved shirt sleeves better, he tried to hide redness from Reita, not wanting other to know he had done exact opposite what they had agreed. He told Reita that wearing long sleeved shirt made it easier to stop abusing skin. It had surprised him when Reita hadn’t questioned him. In Uruha’s mind the false reason had sounded stupid but he had given it chance and it had proven successful lie.
As Reita went to put on his shoes, Uruha walked slowly but surely towards his bedroom where comfy bed waited him. He was grateful of the fact that Reita had stayed with him last days because he was almost certain he wouldn’t have make it so well by himself. He hadn’t thanked Reita yet but he knew other knew he was grateful of what he had done.
Next day Reita came as promised but he couldn’t stay longer since it was the party night where Saga had asked him to join. Uruha had asked him to join with him while he went to do some grocery shopping. After it was done Reita had to get going. He couldn’t stay any longer even Uruha had wanted to spend more time. After saying goodbyes for the day Reita went to meet with Saga. Then they would also meet couple others before they would head out to clubs.
“You came.” Saga grinned, pleased of himself.
“Yeah, I agreed to come.”
“Yeah, yeah, you did.” Placing arm around Reita’s shoulders Saga lead them towards the cafeteria where two people waited. “Hi guys!” Saga shouted at them to get their attention. “This is Reita and those are Nao and Aoi.”
Looking quite annoyed of the fact he had to spend time with Aoi but maybe one night wouldn’t be that bad. “So, where we are going?”
“There is this new club. It opened not long ago! Let’s go there!” Nao smiled widely as he pointed at the direction where the new club was. “I have heard only good of it. Maybe it won’t be bad this time.”
“Bad?”
“Oh, Reita you don’t want to know our last bar trip…it was horrifying!!” Nao waved his arms in the air front of his face.
“Okay, let’s go!” Saga stated keeping his arm around Reita. He wanted to make sure Reita would come with them. Knowing that since he brought Aoi with them it would be possible for Reita leave but it was something he didn’t wanted to happen. Walking with Reita ahead of the two, Nao and Aoi, he heard Nao’s voice chatting with Aoi, who wasn’t very responsive.
“Why he had to bring Reita. I heard he chose someone over all of his friends and now he doesn’t have many friends.”
“Is that so?”
“I keep hearing that but you never can be too sure it is just a rumor people tell. I’m pretty sure there are rumors about you.”
“It wouldn’t be surprising. “
“True, you are one most known person in here. Everyone wants you!! Even the ones who don’t admit it.”
“Don’t say that even it’s flattering. But yeah it can be true.”
“Yeah… you can get anyone you want! I’m jealous!!”
“Don’t be idiot. You want me to fuck you hard?”
“Wao! Watch what you are saying. I’m not that horny.” Nao lifted his hands up in his defense. “But yeah, maybe, only if I can fuck you.”
“In your dreams idiot.”
“Hey Nao! Is that the club you told us about?” Saga turned his head to face Nao.
Nodding happily. “Yep, yep.” Walking past Reita and Saga, Nao entered to the club. As Aoi walked past them he stated to Saga. “Hope this is a good place, like he said. And keep Reita away from me.”
“Don’t be such a bad mood. We came to have fun and I’m pretty sure you will end up in good terms with Reita guy. He isn’t as bad as you say he is.”
“Hn.”
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Author -
ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 16/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9 - Chapter 10 - Chapter 11 - Chapter 12 - Chapter 13 - Chapter 14 - Chapter 15 - Chapter 16 -
After knocking on the bedroom’s door few times without getting any kind of positive result, Reita went to spend time in the living room, giving space for Uruha to calm down for a couple of hours. Uruha had often acted like this when he had been upset about something. Reita was sure he would sooner or later find out what was bothering him.
When the movie had ended what Reita started to watch he took the DVD out of player. He had seen that particular movie many times, he even could say the lines what people were going to say in it before they actually did.
Opening bedroom’s door he noticed Uruha still lying on the bed, hiding his face in pillow. “Hey, Uru. What’s wrong?” Reita sat on the edge of the bed and stroked other’s hair trying to calm his friend. “Do you want to eat something?” Seeing other shaking his head, he knew it was worse than just getting scared of someone or something. Humming for the moment before pulling Uruha into hug., being glad his friend let him take him into his arm so easily and besides Uruha knew he wasn’t going to harm him and he easily could over power him. Feeling Uruha clenching against him as close as he could, Reita softly said. “Let’s make you a bath, hmm?” Carrying other to bathroom he lowered Uruha on the toilet seat as he started to make bath ready.
Slowly Uruha stripped himself, feeling grateful have a friend like Reita. He was always there for him; even at times he really didn’t need someone to be around him. Stepping inside of bathtub it felt great to have touch of warm water. Reita had seen him many times naked, so it didn’t mattered whatever he was there or not. Sometimes when he was drawn to his own world, he forgot Reita was there with him till other did or said something. Taking body wash bottle, he poured some of it on his skin and started to scrub himself.
Watching for a moment younger scrub his skin clean, it worried him how he would spent time scrubbing one place longer than usual. “Hey, hey!! That’s enough.” Grabbing Uruha’s wrist Reita made sure other wouldn't irritate his skin further. “You know what we agreed about this. Don’t harm yourself further.” It made him sad to see Uruha like this, hiding from the world and harming himself. As Uruha kept looking at Reita with big sad eyes which were puffed up from all the crying. “Let me help you.” Reita gave small smile and motioned him to turn around. Uruha did as he was told and Reita washed his hair while they kept silence between them.
After washing Uruha, they sat on the living room couch watching random television program. Uruha had wrapped himself inside of a blanked but he kept rubbing his skin every now and then. He knew Reita would get angry with him for doing that but one single showering didn’t take the feeling away.
It was nice to take time and relax but he still needed to know where other had been whole night. It wasn’t like Uruha to be nights away from his home after what had happened. “Hm, Uru. Where did you spend whole night? Out?” He tried to make his question sound that he was trying to make up some kind of conversation.
“I was at friend’s place. It was nice.” Uruha answered.
“Friend? Please don’t say it was Aoi.”
Looking at the floor Uruha felt like he could cry again. “Yes...” It didn’t matter if Reita knew he was with Aoi last night because he was sure he wouldn’t see Aoi anymore.
“Oh, Uruha. You know he isn’t up to any good. Especially with you. He sees you only as a another fuck. Don’t let him get what he wants; it won’t do any good for your recovery.” Placing hand on his friend’s shoulder, he started to do slightly doing rubbing motion. “And stop that scratching. I bet your skin is red enough.” Taking Uruha’s face between his hands, he turned his face so they would be face to face. “It wasn’t your fault, you didn’t deserve it. Something really bad happened to you. So, please, stop abusing your beautiful skin.” At that moment Uruha hugged Reita tight. Reita stayed over at Uruha’s place for a couple days to make sure everything would be alright and Aoi wouldn’t show up unwanted at Uruha’s door.
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Reita had just finished work and was getting out of the building. It had been long day at work since he had taken couple days off. Just when he was getting to his car he heard someone call him. “Oh, hi.”
“Where have you been Reita?”
He hadn’t told the real truth why he had been away, his boss wouldn’t understand. Same went to his co-workers; all they knew was that he had been sick or busy. “Busy.”
“Yeah, I heard you were. I had to do some of your work but you know I got extra day off.” He said happily. “I was thinking would you join me this weekend? I will be going out with couple of friends.”
“Gee, Saga. I don’t know. I mean I’m behind my working schedule as you know.”
“Don’t ruin the party, Reita. Besides you haven’t been out in a long long time. Maybe you will find that special someone as well.” Saga said grinning.
Opening cars door Reita sat in his car and gazed up to Saga. “Okay, I will join but can’t stay too long. I have work in a next day as you know.”
“Yeah, yeah. See you on Sunday!!” Saga waved and walked away smiling victoriously. It was going to be awesome.
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Reita and Uruha were watching one of Reita’s many movies. Uruha had wrapped himself inside of blanket like he had done so many times within last couple of days. Reita was sitting in a corner of the couch letting Uruha lean in his embrace while he held his arm loosely around Uruha.
It was late at night; Uruha was dozing off and waking up when Reita moved. Patting couple times Uruha’s shoulder, Reita said. “Let’s get you to bed. I won’t be your pillow.”
Giving Reita a small smile Uruha stated. “You are nice pillow.”
“Yeah, I have noticed that. Now, off you go.” He pushed Uruha off of him, finally being able to sit properly and stretch his muscles. “I’ll come to see you tomorrow before I need to get going again. Is that okay?” He asked raising his eyebrow.
Yawning Uruha nodded. “Yeah, sure.” Pulling his long sleeved shirt sleeves better, he tried to hide redness from Reita, not wanting other to know he had done exact opposite what they had agreed. He told Reita that wearing long sleeved shirt made it easier to stop abusing skin. It had surprised him when Reita hadn’t questioned him. In Uruha’s mind the false reason had sounded stupid but he had given it chance and it had proven successful lie.
As Reita went to put on his shoes, Uruha walked slowly but surely towards his bedroom where comfy bed waited him. He was grateful of the fact that Reita had stayed with him last days because he was almost certain he wouldn’t have make it so well by himself. He hadn’t thanked Reita yet but he knew other knew he was grateful of what he had done.
Next day Reita came as promised but he couldn’t stay longer since it was the party night where Saga had asked him to join. Uruha had asked him to join with him while he went to do some grocery shopping. After it was done Reita had to get going. He couldn’t stay any longer even Uruha had wanted to spend more time. After saying goodbyes for the day Reita went to meet with Saga. Then they would also meet couple others before they would head out to clubs.
“You came.” Saga grinned, pleased of himself.
“Yeah, I agreed to come.”
“Yeah, yeah, you did.” Placing arm around Reita’s shoulders Saga lead them towards the cafeteria where two people waited. “Hi guys!” Saga shouted at them to get their attention. “This is Reita and those are Nao and Aoi.”
Looking quite annoyed of the fact he had to spend time with Aoi but maybe one night wouldn’t be that bad. “So, where we are going?”
“There is this new club. It opened not long ago! Let’s go there!” Nao smiled widely as he pointed at the direction where the new club was. “I have heard only good of it. Maybe it won’t be bad this time.”
“Bad?”
“Oh, Reita you don’t want to know our last bar trip…it was horrifying!!” Nao waved his arms in the air front of his face.
“Okay, let’s go!” Saga stated keeping his arm around Reita. He wanted to make sure Reita would come with them. Knowing that since he brought Aoi with them it would be possible for Reita leave but it was something he didn’t wanted to happen. Walking with Reita ahead of the two, Nao and Aoi, he heard Nao’s voice chatting with Aoi, who wasn’t very responsive.
“Why he had to bring Reita. I heard he chose someone over all of his friends and now he doesn’t have many friends.”
“Is that so?”
“I keep hearing that but you never can be too sure it is just a rumor people tell. I’m pretty sure there are rumors about you.”
“It wouldn’t be surprising. “
“True, you are one most known person in here. Everyone wants you!! Even the ones who don’t admit it.”
“Don’t say that even it’s flattering. But yeah it can be true.”
“Yeah… you can get anyone you want! I’m jealous!!”
“Don’t be idiot. You want me to fuck you hard?”
“Wao! Watch what you are saying. I’m not that horny.” Nao lifted his hands up in his defense. “But yeah, maybe, only if I can fuck you.”
“In your dreams idiot.”
“Hey Nao! Is that the club you told us about?” Saga turned his head to face Nao.
Nodding happily. “Yep, yep.” Walking past Reita and Saga, Nao entered to the club. As Aoi walked past them he stated to Saga. “Hope this is a good place, like he said. And keep Reita away from me.”
“Don’t be such a bad mood. We came to have fun and I’m pretty sure you will end up in good terms with Reita guy. He isn’t as bad as you say he is.”
“Hn.”
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