Gaining trust chapter 3
Title - Gaining trust
Author - ortsi
Beta - eilonwe2
Chapter - 3/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure. I'm not fully sure where this goes next and what will happen. Suggestions, please!?
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3
Aoi rotated the spoon in his cup of coffee, as he sat in the cafeteria deep in his thoughts. He was glad of the fact Reita was only Uruha’s friend, but he wasn’t sure about Uruha’s feelings toward him. Uruha sure seemed to like being around him. Aoi had only seen Uruha smiling around him. Maybe he could ask him out. Sudden buzzing brought him back to reality. It was his phone.
Hello! Thank you for the awesome night. I’m still thinking about it~ Could we meet again? I would love the idea. It’s been too long from last time.
It was a text message from a female he had met a long time ago. He couldn’t even remember this girl anymore so well. He had never bothered answering her but this time he send message back.
Leave me alone already. You were just a one night stand. You know it yourself as well.
He placed the phone back on the table’s wooden surface. Why couldn’t that woman just leave him alone? They had done it in a club about a month and a half ago. They had exchanged phone numbers as well and now Aoi had realized why she was so eager to get his number. He needed to put an end to this.
Aoi frowned when he felt eyes on him, someone was watching him. He Lifted his gaze to search the environment around him to see who was watching him, but he didn’t see anyone. Was his mind playing tricks on him? With a sigh he fell back into his thoughts. He wanted to figure out why he was so attracted to Uruha. What was so special in him that he wanted to be able to feel him and touch his emotions?
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Uruha let small smile spread across his face. It was rare for him now days to go out alone. The clock was getting closer to twelve on midday. That was the reason why he was okay with the idea going alone out. He had planned to do things alone but he never really had the courage to make it happen. It was one of his rare days when he had felt it was going to be a good day. Uruha had wandered close to his home when he had suddenly seen Aoi walking by. After few moments Uruha had decided to follow.
And now here he was, standing next to the cafeteria, trying his best to hide from Aoi. When Uruha had seen Aoi lifting his gaze up, he had quickly hid behind the corner. He didn’t want to be seen. What would Aoi think about him if he knew he was following him?
Few people who passed by Uruha glanced at him, but Uruha didn’t noticed them at all. He was too occupied by watching his crush. Uruha wished he could have Aoi’s phone number. He wanted to send him a text message but he didn’t know what to write in it, even if he had the other one’s number.
Uruha looked up to the sky. It was almost clear, a few small clouds here and there. It was a nice day to spend outdoors. He bit his lip thinking if it was alright to keep watching Aoi or should he leave. Since he wanted badly to see the other some more he decided to stay and watch him a bit more. Uruha turned and was about to peek through the glass.
“Uruha? What are you doing here?” Reita was surprised to see his friend here. Reita was used to Uruha calling him almost every time when he needed someone to be with. He was delighted to see Uruha going around on his own without him, but he was still concerned.
Uruha quickly turned around giving a quick a smile. “Nothing.” He needed to think fast or Reita would know what he was doing here. “I went for a walk and ended up here.” Uruha hoped that Reita would buy his lie. He felt nervous, he didn’t want Reita to know that he was actually stalking his crush. Uruha knew Reita didn’t like Aoi. He had listened a few times about how his friend went on and on how Aoi was bad company and how he should stay far away from him. When Uruha had asked the reason why Reita had just said he should trust him.
Reita looked suspiciously at his friend. Maybe there was something up, he wasn’t sure. “Let’s go get something to drink.” He suggested since they were standing next to the cafeteria. He also wanted to talk with him to see if there was anything he should know about.
Uruha hold protectively his hands up. “No. I don’t want to drink or eat now.” He was so busted. “We can do something else!” Uruha added quickly. He wanted to get somewhere else fast and the best place would be far away from the cafeteria. If Reita knew Aoi was close by, he would hear for days about this and how he was supposed to stay away from him.
“But I haven’t eaten anything yet and I’m hungry.” Reita stated as a matter of fact. He had been running around the city doing personal business. He had woken up late, and because of that he hadn’t had time to eat anything.
Uruha was about to panic when idea hit him. “I can make you food! Yesterday, I boughtsome food supplies.” He jumped up once. It was a great idea, Reita would definitely agree with him about this. “I really want to try to make it.” He added. He couldn’t let Reita enter the cafeteria, not even without him. It was all pure bad luck that Reita found him. On top of that he was going to get busted if he didn’t get Reita out of here and fast.
Reita didn’t like the idea. Uruha wasn’t a good cook, they both knew it but he sure tried. “Yeah, we could but cafeteria is right next to us. It would be easier.” Reita didn’t want to admit he was in no mood to try any of Uruha’s foods. Most of the time the food was unsuccessful and not edible.
Uruha couldn’t believe his ears. Reita still wanted to enter the cafeteria. He tried to make his best pleading eyes. “Reita, please. I haven’t made anything for a long time. And I need someone to taste it.”
Reita sighed, it seemed Uruha wouldn’t let him say no. “Fine.” He heard a cheerful shout and got dragged by his friend toward his friend’s home. “Uruha!” Reita wanted to ask why Uruha was acting this way. It was like he was hiding something from him. It made Reita annoyed. He should get to the bottom of this.
Uruha wasn’t going to listen to another word from Reita. He wanted to make food for him and that was final. The thing was that he didn’t know yet what he was going to cook. He had to decide and quick. Only truth in this was that he had gone shopping yesterday to get some food supplies.
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Aoi was making his way home, using the longer way. There was nothing waiting for him at home, not even a pet. He hated the fact but then again he was fine by it. He would have his own time whenever he needed it. Lately he had wanted to get someone to be there for him when he got home.
Phone started to ring. First he thought it was the woman who couldn’t understand it had been just a one night stand but when he looked at the screen it said it was Saga. “Hi.” He said halfheartedly.
“Why the sad voice? Anyway, I was thinking. I really want your company. Is there any way you could bring your sexy ass over here?”
Aoi rolled his eyes. “No, I don’t want to do that.”
“Oh, c’mon.” Saga’s voice was anxious. “I will have a guest soon. You will like him and maybe he is the one for you. He is on his way here now.”
“Who?”
“His name is Kazuki. He promised to come all the way from the other side of this big city to here, just for you. Isn’t that nice~”
Aoi could hear the smile from Saga’s voice. He had gotten a bit hopeful that maybe it was Uruha. “oh.” He said disappointed. He didn’t want to see Kazuki right now or Saga. Saga was most of the time after sex and it was something Aoi wasn’t up for today. They had talked about having threesome one day but now Aoi wasn’t sure if he wanted to try it anymore. He didn’t know this Kazuki and he didn’t want to get to know him.
“Oh? “ Came Saga’s interrogative voice. “You can’t just say ‘Oh’! You know all too well that we could have the threesome that we have planned for a while now!” Saga was fuming. Aoi couldn’t say no to this. Aoi had even promised he won’t say no when they have the chance. “You promised! You remember that?!” He shouted.
“Yes I remember but believe me I’m not up for sex today. And I’m not sure if I’ll be up for it tomorrow either.”
“Oh, no, no. You aren’t backing away from this. A Promise is a promise.”
Aoi was getting annoyed. Why did everyone have to annoy him today? First that woman and now Saga. The day hadn’t even gotten far and he was in his annoyed point already. “I’m sorry but I have to break this promise. You have the best sex with him while I do something else. That’s final!” He raised his voice, shutting phone right after last sentence. It had surprised him how angry he had sounded.
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“Uruha! This is burned! I can’t eat it.” Reita looked the food on front of him. It was half black. He looked up to Uruha. “Why didn’t you let me help you with this? It was your first time.” He pushed plate away of him. Also signaling to Uruha that he wasn’t going to eat it, let alone taste it.
Uruha scratched the back of his head and gave an embarrassed smile. “I wanted to make it myself. I’m such a money waste with food.” He laughed nervously. He knew all too well he wasn’t a good cook but he had to do what he had said to Reita or he would have gotten busted.
Reita couldn’t keep his eyes off of burned food. “You will get it right….” After deep silence he added. “One day.” He rose from the chair and lead Uruha to living room. He wanted to ask about what had happened earlier.
Both sat down on the couch what was enough big for two persons. “Uruha. You seemed to be timid when we met. Are you hiding something from me? Tell me.” He placed his hand on Uruha’s shoulder, looking at him seriously.
Uruha’s eyes widened. “What?! Of course I’m timid when you sneak behind me! You know all too well what happened…” His voice faded. It was painful for him to even mention about it. Suddenly he wanted to be held by someone. He had gotten upset. All the things that had happened flashed through his mind. He bit his lip and wrapped his arms around his friend’s neck, even though Reita had been annoyed a bit, wrapping his arms around friend’s neck. Reita held him back moving his hand soothingly on his back.
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Aoi sat on his bed staring into emptiness. He ran hand through his hair trying to figure out his feelings. He didn’t care if Saga was mad at him right now for breaking his promise but he couldn’t do it today. He wanted to get to know Uruha better but there was Reita always blocking him and keeping Uruha away. He wanted to do something about this but he couldn’t go talk with Uruha before he had figured out his feelings or could he?
~TBC~
Comments are ♥
A/N: It's up to you if I will continue this story at all.
Author - ortsi
Beta - eilonwe2
Chapter - 3/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure. I'm not fully sure where this goes next and what will happen. Suggestions, please!?
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3
Aoi rotated the spoon in his cup of coffee, as he sat in the cafeteria deep in his thoughts. He was glad of the fact Reita was only Uruha’s friend, but he wasn’t sure about Uruha’s feelings toward him. Uruha sure seemed to like being around him. Aoi had only seen Uruha smiling around him. Maybe he could ask him out. Sudden buzzing brought him back to reality. It was his phone.
Hello! Thank you for the awesome night. I’m still thinking about it~ Could we meet again? I would love the idea. It’s been too long from last time.
It was a text message from a female he had met a long time ago. He couldn’t even remember this girl anymore so well. He had never bothered answering her but this time he send message back.
Leave me alone already. You were just a one night stand. You know it yourself as well.
He placed the phone back on the table’s wooden surface. Why couldn’t that woman just leave him alone? They had done it in a club about a month and a half ago. They had exchanged phone numbers as well and now Aoi had realized why she was so eager to get his number. He needed to put an end to this.
Aoi frowned when he felt eyes on him, someone was watching him. He Lifted his gaze to search the environment around him to see who was watching him, but he didn’t see anyone. Was his mind playing tricks on him? With a sigh he fell back into his thoughts. He wanted to figure out why he was so attracted to Uruha. What was so special in him that he wanted to be able to feel him and touch his emotions?
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Uruha let small smile spread across his face. It was rare for him now days to go out alone. The clock was getting closer to twelve on midday. That was the reason why he was okay with the idea going alone out. He had planned to do things alone but he never really had the courage to make it happen. It was one of his rare days when he had felt it was going to be a good day. Uruha had wandered close to his home when he had suddenly seen Aoi walking by. After few moments Uruha had decided to follow.
And now here he was, standing next to the cafeteria, trying his best to hide from Aoi. When Uruha had seen Aoi lifting his gaze up, he had quickly hid behind the corner. He didn’t want to be seen. What would Aoi think about him if he knew he was following him?
Few people who passed by Uruha glanced at him, but Uruha didn’t noticed them at all. He was too occupied by watching his crush. Uruha wished he could have Aoi’s phone number. He wanted to send him a text message but he didn’t know what to write in it, even if he had the other one’s number.
Uruha looked up to the sky. It was almost clear, a few small clouds here and there. It was a nice day to spend outdoors. He bit his lip thinking if it was alright to keep watching Aoi or should he leave. Since he wanted badly to see the other some more he decided to stay and watch him a bit more. Uruha turned and was about to peek through the glass.
“Uruha? What are you doing here?” Reita was surprised to see his friend here. Reita was used to Uruha calling him almost every time when he needed someone to be with. He was delighted to see Uruha going around on his own without him, but he was still concerned.
Uruha quickly turned around giving a quick a smile. “Nothing.” He needed to think fast or Reita would know what he was doing here. “I went for a walk and ended up here.” Uruha hoped that Reita would buy his lie. He felt nervous, he didn’t want Reita to know that he was actually stalking his crush. Uruha knew Reita didn’t like Aoi. He had listened a few times about how his friend went on and on how Aoi was bad company and how he should stay far away from him. When Uruha had asked the reason why Reita had just said he should trust him.
Reita looked suspiciously at his friend. Maybe there was something up, he wasn’t sure. “Let’s go get something to drink.” He suggested since they were standing next to the cafeteria. He also wanted to talk with him to see if there was anything he should know about.
Uruha hold protectively his hands up. “No. I don’t want to drink or eat now.” He was so busted. “We can do something else!” Uruha added quickly. He wanted to get somewhere else fast and the best place would be far away from the cafeteria. If Reita knew Aoi was close by, he would hear for days about this and how he was supposed to stay away from him.
“But I haven’t eaten anything yet and I’m hungry.” Reita stated as a matter of fact. He had been running around the city doing personal business. He had woken up late, and because of that he hadn’t had time to eat anything.
Uruha was about to panic when idea hit him. “I can make you food! Yesterday, I boughtsome food supplies.” He jumped up once. It was a great idea, Reita would definitely agree with him about this. “I really want to try to make it.” He added. He couldn’t let Reita enter the cafeteria, not even without him. It was all pure bad luck that Reita found him. On top of that he was going to get busted if he didn’t get Reita out of here and fast.
Reita didn’t like the idea. Uruha wasn’t a good cook, they both knew it but he sure tried. “Yeah, we could but cafeteria is right next to us. It would be easier.” Reita didn’t want to admit he was in no mood to try any of Uruha’s foods. Most of the time the food was unsuccessful and not edible.
Uruha couldn’t believe his ears. Reita still wanted to enter the cafeteria. He tried to make his best pleading eyes. “Reita, please. I haven’t made anything for a long time. And I need someone to taste it.”
Reita sighed, it seemed Uruha wouldn’t let him say no. “Fine.” He heard a cheerful shout and got dragged by his friend toward his friend’s home. “Uruha!” Reita wanted to ask why Uruha was acting this way. It was like he was hiding something from him. It made Reita annoyed. He should get to the bottom of this.
Uruha wasn’t going to listen to another word from Reita. He wanted to make food for him and that was final. The thing was that he didn’t know yet what he was going to cook. He had to decide and quick. Only truth in this was that he had gone shopping yesterday to get some food supplies.
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Aoi was making his way home, using the longer way. There was nothing waiting for him at home, not even a pet. He hated the fact but then again he was fine by it. He would have his own time whenever he needed it. Lately he had wanted to get someone to be there for him when he got home.
Phone started to ring. First he thought it was the woman who couldn’t understand it had been just a one night stand but when he looked at the screen it said it was Saga. “Hi.” He said halfheartedly.
“Why the sad voice? Anyway, I was thinking. I really want your company. Is there any way you could bring your sexy ass over here?”
Aoi rolled his eyes. “No, I don’t want to do that.”
“Oh, c’mon.” Saga’s voice was anxious. “I will have a guest soon. You will like him and maybe he is the one for you. He is on his way here now.”
“Who?”
“His name is Kazuki. He promised to come all the way from the other side of this big city to here, just for you. Isn’t that nice~”
Aoi could hear the smile from Saga’s voice. He had gotten a bit hopeful that maybe it was Uruha. “oh.” He said disappointed. He didn’t want to see Kazuki right now or Saga. Saga was most of the time after sex and it was something Aoi wasn’t up for today. They had talked about having threesome one day but now Aoi wasn’t sure if he wanted to try it anymore. He didn’t know this Kazuki and he didn’t want to get to know him.
“Oh? “ Came Saga’s interrogative voice. “You can’t just say ‘Oh’! You know all too well that we could have the threesome that we have planned for a while now!” Saga was fuming. Aoi couldn’t say no to this. Aoi had even promised he won’t say no when they have the chance. “You promised! You remember that?!” He shouted.
“Yes I remember but believe me I’m not up for sex today. And I’m not sure if I’ll be up for it tomorrow either.”
“Oh, no, no. You aren’t backing away from this. A Promise is a promise.”
Aoi was getting annoyed. Why did everyone have to annoy him today? First that woman and now Saga. The day hadn’t even gotten far and he was in his annoyed point already. “I’m sorry but I have to break this promise. You have the best sex with him while I do something else. That’s final!” He raised his voice, shutting phone right after last sentence. It had surprised him how angry he had sounded.
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“Uruha! This is burned! I can’t eat it.” Reita looked the food on front of him. It was half black. He looked up to Uruha. “Why didn’t you let me help you with this? It was your first time.” He pushed plate away of him. Also signaling to Uruha that he wasn’t going to eat it, let alone taste it.
Uruha scratched the back of his head and gave an embarrassed smile. “I wanted to make it myself. I’m such a money waste with food.” He laughed nervously. He knew all too well he wasn’t a good cook but he had to do what he had said to Reita or he would have gotten busted.
Reita couldn’t keep his eyes off of burned food. “You will get it right….” After deep silence he added. “One day.” He rose from the chair and lead Uruha to living room. He wanted to ask about what had happened earlier.
Both sat down on the couch what was enough big for two persons. “Uruha. You seemed to be timid when we met. Are you hiding something from me? Tell me.” He placed his hand on Uruha’s shoulder, looking at him seriously.
Uruha’s eyes widened. “What?! Of course I’m timid when you sneak behind me! You know all too well what happened…” His voice faded. It was painful for him to even mention about it. Suddenly he wanted to be held by someone. He had gotten upset. All the things that had happened flashed through his mind. He bit his lip and wrapped his arms around his friend’s neck, even though Reita had been annoyed a bit, wrapping his arms around friend’s neck. Reita held him back moving his hand soothingly on his back.
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Aoi sat on his bed staring into emptiness. He ran hand through his hair trying to figure out his feelings. He didn’t care if Saga was mad at him right now for breaking his promise but he couldn’t do it today. He wanted to get to know Uruha better but there was Reita always blocking him and keeping Uruha away. He wanted to do something about this but he couldn’t go talk with Uruha before he had figured out his feelings or could he?
~TBC~
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A/N: It's up to you if I will continue this story at all.