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Gaining trust chapter 5
Title - Gaining trust
Author - ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 5/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 -
Banner by black_fenrir
After the fight Reita escorted Uruha back to his home, telling him to stay inside of the house and relax rest of the day. Uruha couldn’t understand why he should stay inside rest of the day; then again he rarely went out these days. He had done all shopping with Reita lately since he couldn’t go alone being too afraid to go alone. Their walk back was silent. Uruha didn’t know what to say or how to ask about his and Aoi’s fight. He felt guilty thinking that he was the reason why Reita had fought with other.
Reita stepped inside of the Uruha’s home, he needed to leave soon. The thing why he came inside was that he wanted to talk with his friend. “Uru, stay inside while I’m at work, ok? I don’t want you to wander around, it’s not good day for that and I would like to come visit you after work.”
Uruha took his shoes off. At times he got annoyed of how Reita who always told what to do and where to be but he knew most of times got scared when he was alone out. The rape had ruined his life totally. Before that it had happened, he had been very lively guy who loved to be out and have fun. “Okay…” He mumbled silent agreement.
“What did you say?”
Lifting his eyes to meet Reita’s own he mouthed “Okay.” more clearly. He saw other nod happy of the fact Uruha had agreed once again. “So, what do we do at evening?”
Reita thought for awhile before he said anything. He hadn’t planned anything, it was just that he wanted to make sure his friend wouldn’t go out and look for that bastard guy. “We could watch movie. I can go borrow some movie from the movie store on my way here.” He said smiling. This was perfect, he was going to get Uruha stay home whole day.
Raising his eyebrow Uruha shrugged his shoulders. “Sure.” He didn’t care what they would do at the eve. For now he wanted to know the reason why Reita and Aoi had fought at the cafeteria. “Can I ask you something?” Without giving Reita a chance to say no, he asked. “What was that fight about at cafeteria?”
Reita went silent; he didn’t even think Uruha would ask that. Sure it had come to his mind but knowing Uruha’s current state it was the most likely thing to happen. “It was about nothing. You know how much I like that guy. He is always after a fuck after fuck. Nothing good in him.” Placing his hand on his friend’s shoulder he said his goodbyes and left reminding Uruha not to go anywhere without him.
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Byo walked his hands in his pockets cheerfully chatting with person next to him, who was his friend all the way from childhood, Manabu. They were making their way to Saga’s place. Saga had called him and told how his friend Aoi had been getting overly weird lately. He knew Aoi would join them and they could talk more to see what is going on with this guy.
“It is close, right. Saga should live around here…” Manabu wondered aloud. He hadn’t met Saga many times, only couple in the city but they were still friends even they talked a little.
Byo nodded pointing at the house in the next block. “That’s his house, won’t be long anymore. I wonder if this weird guy is there already, even we are bit early.” He said grinning. This Aoi guy sounded messed up, since he knew him by his fame with women.
Manabu laughed. “You care about him that much?”
“No! I just want to see how messed up he really is.” Byo stated slightly annoyed by his friend question.
Soon they found out that Aoi hadn’t came to Saga’s place yet but Saga was always welcoming host to Byo and Manabu. Byo was close friend to Saga and they always hanged around each other doing different kind of things. Saga led them to sit on his bed, since his home wasn’t big he really had no separating wall between living room and bedroom, all was the same room. “Want something to drink?”
Byo smirked. “Beer will do for both of us.” Watching as Saga walked to kitchen to get beer for them then moving his eyes on his friend. He noticed Manabu looking around examining the place. “Isn’t this nice place?”
Manabu nodded. “Yeah but it’s quite a small place. I would want bigger one than this.” Placing his hands back so he could lean against them, he took better position. He took hair out of his eyes before gazing Byo. “Remember the sexy body who we got in three way long time ago? It was fun~”
Pervert grin made its way to Byo’s face. “Yeah. Those delicious moans, I would love to hear them again.” He said laughing. “He was one of the best we have had.” Stating that he took magazine from the table and looked through it but didn’t found anything interesting.
Saga came back to room holding tray in his hands. On the tray were small plate of snacks and four beers. “I got call from Aoi, he said he would be here any minute.” Placing tray to table he gazed Byo and then Manabu. “What were you two talking about?” He asked smiling.
Byo gave short laugh. “Wouldn’t you like to know.” He said laughing and took bottle of beer what was front of him. “We were remembering the one that we had in three way long time ago. He was amazing.” After saying that he saw his friend grumpy face expression, he knew who caused it because Saga had told him everything about that situation. Aoi sure had some explanation to do for declining offer with his fame.
After few minutes passed Aoi had arrived to Saga’s place and was currently sitting on a chair. He didn’t know Byo or Manabu, he had only heard about them through Saga. “I already told you that I stopped for a smoke. That’s why I’m late!” He shouted annoyed. Saga had started to ask him what took so long after sending that message to him.
“You know how much I hate when you take forever, even you have just told you’re soon there.” Saga poked Aoi’s chest, who slapped his hand away glaring at him. “That wasn’t reason I wanted you here.” Shrugging his shoulders he went to take a seat next to Byo. As he sat down he patted Byo’s shoulder and gave soft gaze to him before turning to look at Aoi sternly. “Here you can see two of my friends who had done what they planned. The three-way! I just want to know what the hell is matter with you. And what so special in that blond guy you keep talking about lately.”
Manabu lifted his eyebrow in an interested manner before opening his mouth. “Maybe Aoi got chicken and chickened out of the nice offer.”
Aoi glared at the black haired guy, who at his opinion looked like a bat with those black clothes and black hair. “That’s not it! You can shut your pie hole before I shut it.” If he had known Saga had invited couple of his friends to talk about the offer he had declined, he wouldn’t have come. This was just so wrong.
Manabu laughed but kept quiet, he wasn’t talker. Most of the time, he kept quiet and let his friend Byo talk all he wanted. Nudging his friend, he managed to make him turn his head toward him. He gave amused grin to him, making Byo grin too. They could communicate at times like this, without a word. After all they had known each other long time.
Byo turned to look at Aoi. “Saga told me that you might have some kind of obsession to this guy but I don’t believe that. You know, I have never had that kind of obsession to my fucking partner. You should move on. There are plenty fish in the sea.”
“Easy for you to say.”
“Saga, hope you don’t mind my friend but I got an idea. Pretty good if I say so myself~” Byo looked deep into Aoi’s eyes but directed his words to Saga. “Aoi, you need to do him or we will. We have this party 5 months away from now. You can bring him there; we will figure something fun to do with his body.”
Aoi’s eyes widened what this man was talking about. He wasn’t going to do that! It wasn’t his style and top of he felt it would be so wrong toward Uruha. He wanted to hit himself because he couldn’t keep tall blond out of his head. He got up from the chair he was sitting seemingly pretty annoyed. “If this was what you wanted to talk with me, I’m out.” Walking toward outdoor he felt someone grab him by the sleeve.
“We are just thinking of you, Aoi.” It was Saga, who looked calmly at the other. “You act weird and decline offers that you normally wouldn’t. Get a grip of yourself man!” Saga’s voice turned to be annoyed pretty quickly.
Aoi didn’t care to stay and listen these three who didn’t even tried to understand him and how he was feeling. So, he said. “Sure... leave me be. I will figure this out myself.” Then he was out of the door. He wasn’t going to back that house for awhile but he knew better that Saga would contact him tomorrow and ask what he had decided to do.
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Uruha sat in the park alone. It was getting dark and it was scaring him, it had been long time when he had been out at this dark. It must have been when he was…. He shivered at the memory that he didn’t want to remember but it still haunted his mind and his body. He could still feel those harsh and rough touches all over his body. He shook the feeling trying to think something else what would make him happy. Sudden voice made him yelp from surprise.
“Hey, calm down. It’s me, Aoi.” Aoi chuckled. He was making his way to home. It had been couple days since Saga’s friend had offered him an invitation to a party what was going to be held 5 months from now. Saga had also called him to his work and ordered him to come clubbing this night but Aoi had told no and turned his phone off.
Sating next to Uruha, Aoi buried his hands into jacket’s pockets. “What are you doing here this late?” He gazed forward to look at the clouds what had hidden last sun shines behind them.
“I’m waiting Reita.” Uruha told, his voice sounding like a whisper.
“Oh….” Aoi didn’t want to get into another fight in such a short time after last one. “I better go then. I don’t want to get into fight with him again.” Getting up he fixed his jacket and gazed to Uruha who had hidden his face. “Why do you hide yourself? You don’t look bad.”
Uruha blushed deeply hearing Aoi’s compliment. He couldn’t let his crush see his red face. “I…” Unable to say anything he stayed silent. What he could say to this man to make him like him.
Aoi ruffled Uruha’s hair and laughed. “It’s okay, I go now. Hope we can meet later. “ He said smiling hoping that Uruha would look at him but seeing other still hiding himself, his smile faded away. “See you.” Aoi said before walking away.
“See you.” Uruha said silently. He tried to process the fact that Aoi had said that he wanted to see him again, it made him really happy and when Reita arrived, Uruha jumped happily to his neck hugging his friend tight. “Hello~” He cheerfully greeted him.
It made Reita smile to receive such a cheerful welcoming. “Hello to yourself.” He chuckled. “What made you this happy?” Reita released other from his hug and looked at him, smile gracing his lips. “Let’s go, I want to show you something.” Smirking he lead his friend forward.
“Ah, it’s been just good evening.” Would Reita accept if he told that Aoi had been here just before him? He couldn’t wait next time when he would be able to see his crush again. Maybe then he will have more courage to say something. Soft smile spread to his lips as they walked towards the unknown place.
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Author - ortsi
Beta - not yet
Chapter - 5/??
Genre- Drama, AU
Rating - R - NC17
Pairing - AoixUruha, few side pairings.
Bands - the GazettE (main), SCREW(apperances), Alice nine(apperances)
Warnings - Rape
Diclaimers - Don't own them.
Summary - Uruha had experienced horrible time and now he finally found someone.
A/N - There probably will be sex in future chapters but not sure.
Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 -
Banner by black_fenrir
After the fight Reita escorted Uruha back to his home, telling him to stay inside of the house and relax rest of the day. Uruha couldn’t understand why he should stay inside rest of the day; then again he rarely went out these days. He had done all shopping with Reita lately since he couldn’t go alone being too afraid to go alone. Their walk back was silent. Uruha didn’t know what to say or how to ask about his and Aoi’s fight. He felt guilty thinking that he was the reason why Reita had fought with other.
Reita stepped inside of the Uruha’s home, he needed to leave soon. The thing why he came inside was that he wanted to talk with his friend. “Uru, stay inside while I’m at work, ok? I don’t want you to wander around, it’s not good day for that and I would like to come visit you after work.”
Uruha took his shoes off. At times he got annoyed of how Reita who always told what to do and where to be but he knew most of times got scared when he was alone out. The rape had ruined his life totally. Before that it had happened, he had been very lively guy who loved to be out and have fun. “Okay…” He mumbled silent agreement.
“What did you say?”
Lifting his eyes to meet Reita’s own he mouthed “Okay.” more clearly. He saw other nod happy of the fact Uruha had agreed once again. “So, what do we do at evening?”
Reita thought for awhile before he said anything. He hadn’t planned anything, it was just that he wanted to make sure his friend wouldn’t go out and look for that bastard guy. “We could watch movie. I can go borrow some movie from the movie store on my way here.” He said smiling. This was perfect, he was going to get Uruha stay home whole day.
Raising his eyebrow Uruha shrugged his shoulders. “Sure.” He didn’t care what they would do at the eve. For now he wanted to know the reason why Reita and Aoi had fought at the cafeteria. “Can I ask you something?” Without giving Reita a chance to say no, he asked. “What was that fight about at cafeteria?”
Reita went silent; he didn’t even think Uruha would ask that. Sure it had come to his mind but knowing Uruha’s current state it was the most likely thing to happen. “It was about nothing. You know how much I like that guy. He is always after a fuck after fuck. Nothing good in him.” Placing his hand on his friend’s shoulder he said his goodbyes and left reminding Uruha not to go anywhere without him.
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Byo walked his hands in his pockets cheerfully chatting with person next to him, who was his friend all the way from childhood, Manabu. They were making their way to Saga’s place. Saga had called him and told how his friend Aoi had been getting overly weird lately. He knew Aoi would join them and they could talk more to see what is going on with this guy.
“It is close, right. Saga should live around here…” Manabu wondered aloud. He hadn’t met Saga many times, only couple in the city but they were still friends even they talked a little.
Byo nodded pointing at the house in the next block. “That’s his house, won’t be long anymore. I wonder if this weird guy is there already, even we are bit early.” He said grinning. This Aoi guy sounded messed up, since he knew him by his fame with women.
Manabu laughed. “You care about him that much?”
“No! I just want to see how messed up he really is.” Byo stated slightly annoyed by his friend question.
Soon they found out that Aoi hadn’t came to Saga’s place yet but Saga was always welcoming host to Byo and Manabu. Byo was close friend to Saga and they always hanged around each other doing different kind of things. Saga led them to sit on his bed, since his home wasn’t big he really had no separating wall between living room and bedroom, all was the same room. “Want something to drink?”
Byo smirked. “Beer will do for both of us.” Watching as Saga walked to kitchen to get beer for them then moving his eyes on his friend. He noticed Manabu looking around examining the place. “Isn’t this nice place?”
Manabu nodded. “Yeah but it’s quite a small place. I would want bigger one than this.” Placing his hands back so he could lean against them, he took better position. He took hair out of his eyes before gazing Byo. “Remember the sexy body who we got in three way long time ago? It was fun~”
Pervert grin made its way to Byo’s face. “Yeah. Those delicious moans, I would love to hear them again.” He said laughing. “He was one of the best we have had.” Stating that he took magazine from the table and looked through it but didn’t found anything interesting.
Saga came back to room holding tray in his hands. On the tray were small plate of snacks and four beers. “I got call from Aoi, he said he would be here any minute.” Placing tray to table he gazed Byo and then Manabu. “What were you two talking about?” He asked smiling.
Byo gave short laugh. “Wouldn’t you like to know.” He said laughing and took bottle of beer what was front of him. “We were remembering the one that we had in three way long time ago. He was amazing.” After saying that he saw his friend grumpy face expression, he knew who caused it because Saga had told him everything about that situation. Aoi sure had some explanation to do for declining offer with his fame.
After few minutes passed Aoi had arrived to Saga’s place and was currently sitting on a chair. He didn’t know Byo or Manabu, he had only heard about them through Saga. “I already told you that I stopped for a smoke. That’s why I’m late!” He shouted annoyed. Saga had started to ask him what took so long after sending that message to him.
“You know how much I hate when you take forever, even you have just told you’re soon there.” Saga poked Aoi’s chest, who slapped his hand away glaring at him. “That wasn’t reason I wanted you here.” Shrugging his shoulders he went to take a seat next to Byo. As he sat down he patted Byo’s shoulder and gave soft gaze to him before turning to look at Aoi sternly. “Here you can see two of my friends who had done what they planned. The three-way! I just want to know what the hell is matter with you. And what so special in that blond guy you keep talking about lately.”
Manabu lifted his eyebrow in an interested manner before opening his mouth. “Maybe Aoi got chicken and chickened out of the nice offer.”
Aoi glared at the black haired guy, who at his opinion looked like a bat with those black clothes and black hair. “That’s not it! You can shut your pie hole before I shut it.” If he had known Saga had invited couple of his friends to talk about the offer he had declined, he wouldn’t have come. This was just so wrong.
Manabu laughed but kept quiet, he wasn’t talker. Most of the time, he kept quiet and let his friend Byo talk all he wanted. Nudging his friend, he managed to make him turn his head toward him. He gave amused grin to him, making Byo grin too. They could communicate at times like this, without a word. After all they had known each other long time.
Byo turned to look at Aoi. “Saga told me that you might have some kind of obsession to this guy but I don’t believe that. You know, I have never had that kind of obsession to my fucking partner. You should move on. There are plenty fish in the sea.”
“Easy for you to say.”
“Saga, hope you don’t mind my friend but I got an idea. Pretty good if I say so myself~” Byo looked deep into Aoi’s eyes but directed his words to Saga. “Aoi, you need to do him or we will. We have this party 5 months away from now. You can bring him there; we will figure something fun to do with his body.”
Aoi’s eyes widened what this man was talking about. He wasn’t going to do that! It wasn’t his style and top of he felt it would be so wrong toward Uruha. He wanted to hit himself because he couldn’t keep tall blond out of his head. He got up from the chair he was sitting seemingly pretty annoyed. “If this was what you wanted to talk with me, I’m out.” Walking toward outdoor he felt someone grab him by the sleeve.
“We are just thinking of you, Aoi.” It was Saga, who looked calmly at the other. “You act weird and decline offers that you normally wouldn’t. Get a grip of yourself man!” Saga’s voice turned to be annoyed pretty quickly.
Aoi didn’t care to stay and listen these three who didn’t even tried to understand him and how he was feeling. So, he said. “Sure... leave me be. I will figure this out myself.” Then he was out of the door. He wasn’t going to back that house for awhile but he knew better that Saga would contact him tomorrow and ask what he had decided to do.
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Uruha sat in the park alone. It was getting dark and it was scaring him, it had been long time when he had been out at this dark. It must have been when he was…. He shivered at the memory that he didn’t want to remember but it still haunted his mind and his body. He could still feel those harsh and rough touches all over his body. He shook the feeling trying to think something else what would make him happy. Sudden voice made him yelp from surprise.
“Hey, calm down. It’s me, Aoi.” Aoi chuckled. He was making his way to home. It had been couple days since Saga’s friend had offered him an invitation to a party what was going to be held 5 months from now. Saga had also called him to his work and ordered him to come clubbing this night but Aoi had told no and turned his phone off.
Sating next to Uruha, Aoi buried his hands into jacket’s pockets. “What are you doing here this late?” He gazed forward to look at the clouds what had hidden last sun shines behind them.
“I’m waiting Reita.” Uruha told, his voice sounding like a whisper.
“Oh….” Aoi didn’t want to get into another fight in such a short time after last one. “I better go then. I don’t want to get into fight with him again.” Getting up he fixed his jacket and gazed to Uruha who had hidden his face. “Why do you hide yourself? You don’t look bad.”
Uruha blushed deeply hearing Aoi’s compliment. He couldn’t let his crush see his red face. “I…” Unable to say anything he stayed silent. What he could say to this man to make him like him.
Aoi ruffled Uruha’s hair and laughed. “It’s okay, I go now. Hope we can meet later. “ He said smiling hoping that Uruha would look at him but seeing other still hiding himself, his smile faded away. “See you.” Aoi said before walking away.
“See you.” Uruha said silently. He tried to process the fact that Aoi had said that he wanted to see him again, it made him really happy and when Reita arrived, Uruha jumped happily to his neck hugging his friend tight. “Hello~” He cheerfully greeted him.
It made Reita smile to receive such a cheerful welcoming. “Hello to yourself.” He chuckled. “What made you this happy?” Reita released other from his hug and looked at him, smile gracing his lips. “Let’s go, I want to show you something.” Smirking he lead his friend forward.
“Ah, it’s been just good evening.” Would Reita accept if he told that Aoi had been here just before him? He couldn’t wait next time when he would be able to see his crush again. Maybe then he will have more courage to say something. Soft smile spread to his lips as they walked towards the unknown place.
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