After some thinking, I deleted my two previous entries. I will not apologize for anything I said in regards to my so-called-friend, but it was never my intention to air my anger about him so publicly. To any of you that read the entries, please disregard them, as they really are no one's business. Don't ask me anything regarding him. We're going ( Read more... )

So last night was another interesting Thursday night in Ace Deuce. The first event of the night did NOT, believe it or not, entail drinking. Angela, Rosie, and Jackie (not MY Jackie) came into town so that we could meet up with the Mary Ct. and EMU boys to talk about our house for the year: 1129 White St. The general feeling of this whole ( Read more... )

So last night I went to the first wedding of one of my friends from back home. Now I wasn't always the closest with him, but to give you an idea of our relationship, he was celebrating my 19th birthday the first time he got drunk...and he'd had drinks many times before ( Read more... )

Well, I'm ridiculously bored at work, and will be for the next 1.5 weeks or so because I have no bosses and all my lab work has just backed up so badly, I'm waiting on it seems like everything. There will probably be frequent and perhaps stupid or inane updates, so enjoy, bare with me, or ignore me. For now I have, I suppose you could say, some ( Read more... )

Holy crap they just played A-HA' s "Take on Me" on Family Guy ( Read more... )

Well, I've been writing a very private journal for about a month now, completely realizing why I came to despise livejournaling back in fall...some, perhaps most, of my thoughts are just too damned private for the public to know, and posting privately online just seems dumb to me. But for shits 'n' giggles I think I'll share some of my thoughts ( Read more... )

Well, after one helluva busy week...I'm done...for now. However, I think I prefer being busy because then I don't have time to think about the things that haunt me and make me cry. I suppose that's kind of escapism, but one can only go through so much disappointment before defensiveness becomes a way of life. One amazing thing happened yesterday ( Read more... )

I haven't written in over a month, not so much because I haven't had the time, but because my life has been such a rollercoaster (mainly with downs) that I haven't had the heart to share it, let alone relive it. That inevitable downward spiral I get into deep depression each semester is in full force, and I just want to run away from it all. I ( Read more... )

Well folks it's been a while, but I think that's because the month of August was such a rollercoaster ride I didn't really want to write about it at the time, to see the ugliness on paper so to speak. This whole summer I had issues with myself, loneliness, self-esteem, self-judgment and whatnot, but August was the worst. I had a lot of pressure ( Read more... )

Well a lot has been going on lately so I suppose I should update. I've been working at lot at my tour guide job for the College of Engineering here at U of M, I've kind of been working at Pizza House (I hate it there), and I've been super busy with band and working out. We had a three day drum camp this weekend that was absolutely amazing. I was ( Read more... )