( rant and rave )

i really don't understand anymore. i've been there for both of them in their time of need and all they do is throw me away like i'm an old piece of trash. when something happened to amber i was there for her..when kat had no one to hang out with i hung out with her. i've been there for them and now all they do is swat me out of the way like i'm a ( Read more... )

i can't believe it! cole got caught by the police concealing a weapon (probably one of his knives) i don't know what to do!!! he's like my big brother...i don't know what to do?! i wanna go and be with amber and juanita but i have to stay here and bbysit my lil sister because the fucking pope died and my dad (whose a deacon in the catholic church) ( Read more... )

Name~~Courtney
Birthday~~February 10, 1989
Location~~Cali
Age~~16
Sex~~Female
Problems~~epilepsy, depression, self-mutilation 
Aim names~~MorsSapientis
Coments~~Hola, wut's up?
Questions~~Nope.
What do you think about yourself?~~Well let's see, I hate myself. This is why I like to mutilate myself. Oh, and I think I'm a good poet. 
Picture links~~I don't ( Read more... )

i never understand why she yells at me when she has her own insecurities? she's paranoid that her boy doesn't love her and is only playing her. i'm paranoid about losing one of my dearest friends....does anyone else undersand this craziness ( Read more... )

I feel so fucking awful. My sister lost her job last night, and I just want to die. The whole time she had that job, I was almost wishing that she would lose it. It was better then my job. It gave more hours, it paid better, and it was just plain more respectable. I didn't want to be the bad twin. I want to be the one that everyone respects and ( Read more... )

I feel like shooting myself right now. Amber isn’t answering her text messages, Kat isn’t letting me come over. And I feel like shit!! If my parents weren’t home then I would grab my razor and cut the shit out of my legs. But no…they have to stay home today. No one fucking cares about me anymore. All they care about is their petty little lives! I’m ( Read more... )

TOday was SO fucking LONG!!!!

Name-Chase (dad was drunk)
Birthday-July 16 1987
Age-17
Sex-male

BIO-I dont really have one! im kinda a loner my sister was like dropped alot when she was a baby! see the sad thing about being the first kid, is your a test child! so they dont care what happends to you!

~*Chase*~

Name. Amelia
Birthday 16 July 1987
Age 17
SEX Female
Problems. Manic Depressive, and a cutter, I have more, but I'd rather not name them.
aim names. Memespoiled787, SemperFidelis716
yahoo names. memespoiled716@sbcglobal.net
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Wow you never relize how much drugs have on you till you OD on them you never relize how much like hurts till you get too much of it you never relize how much friends hurt till you cut your self, Wow i had this kick ass trip with drugs again i stayed away then i found my stash and atacked it! its upseen but great im getting the fuck out of here! ( Read more... )