I don't think I really want to die. If I really wanted to die I wouldn't take 200 aspirin. I would just fucking drown myself or something. I just want help, but I have to do something extreme to get it. 200 aspirin twice a year isn't working. They just tell me to get over myself. I don't want attention, just help. I know there are so many people ( Read more... )

You know what I fucking hate most to hear? But, you're so strong. I know you can do this ( Read more... )

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I need to go to work in about ten minutes, but i can't stop crying and shaking. I just can't control myself, but if i do this again, I lose my job, and I can't lose my job. I owe $1,100 for the computer, and I have to pay $100 for rent, $50 for my phone, and $30 for gas, every month. I only have $300 in the bank, because I foolishly spent that $900 ( Read more... )

I want to quit my job, but I can't, because I need a job. I absolutely cannot not have a job right now. i have all of these bills and shit. I'm gonna talk to a friend of mine and see if she can take me somewhere where maybe they can help me. You know, one of those sliding scale clinics.