I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!
i really don't understand anymore. i've been there for both of them in their time of need and all they do is throw me away like i'm an old piece of trash. when something happened to amber i was there for her..when kat had no one to hang out with i hung out with her. i've been there for them and now all they do is swat me out of the way like i'm a nuisance! i have done nothing to piss them off except be worried about cole (he got arrested by the way) and they they tell me that i'm driving them crazy because i'm so worried about cole and amber and kat and juanita and everyone else that cole has effected.
god i'm done with all this bullshit. i've been there with them through thick and thin and all they've done, so far, is swat me away like a fly. history is repeating itself right now. this is exactly how adriana treated me in the past.
i'm done....i'm just fucking done. i wish i had a razor blade so i could just end it all here and now.
"bang! no more pain"
god i'm done with all this bullshit. i've been there with them through thick and thin and all they've done, so far, is swat me away like a fly. history is repeating itself right now. this is exactly how adriana treated me in the past.
i'm done....i'm just fucking done. i wish i had a razor blade so i could just end it all here and now.
"bang! no more pain"