OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't believe it! cole got caught by the police concealing a weapon (probably one of his knives) i don't know what to do!!! he's like my big brother...i don't know what to do?! i wanna go and be with amber and juanita but i have to stay here and bbysit my lil sister because the fucking pope died and my dad (whose a deacon in the catholic church) has to go to church. i think amber and juanita need someone else there that's there for them. and i can't believe that he got caught by the cops!!! well i guess that's what you get for dressing like a goth? i dunno...dublin cops suck ass!!!!!! god i can't think straight i'm so fucking worried about amber, juanita, and cole! god damn it cole!!! i'm shaking i'm afraid i might have a seizure (i have epilepsy) because im close to hyper ventilating...god what should i do? i think i need to be around amber and juanita because i think I need them.
"bang! no more pain"
"bang! no more pain"