If someone made a movie about my life, maybe then people would understand how I feel when friends and family treat me the way they do. I'm treated like crap by the people that are supposed to love me most ( Read more... )

I hurt.
I hurt when you don't respect me.
I hurt when you don't acknowledge me.
I hurt when you don't show affection.
I hurt when you accuse me of things.

I am me and I'm not going to change.
Forgive me if I don't feel like doing certain things.
Thats just the way I am.
I'm conservative.
I love you.
I love spending time with you.
But don't push me.
Don't ( Read more... )

Being so busy I didn't have time to worry about life ( Read more... )

I have never been good enough for anyone. I've been hurt so many times. I'm sorry I'm not as pretty as other girls. I'm sorry I get grossed out by a lot of things. I'm sorry I don't like it when you fool around by driving fast or jerking the car around. But I have a huge heart and I always want to help. I'll listen when you need an ear. I'll lend ( Read more... )

 I'm ill. I'm sneezing and coughing and my nose is full of dry blood. Yuck. I hate being sick ( Read more... )

Okay been gone over a year... let's have a recap.

Things were good with Cody til June when I caught him in a hotel room with another girl.  Met this marine named Clint in July.  Talked to him until me and a few friends went to the Carolinas to visit him in August. Started dating... he broke up with me in January of 07 because he thought I would ( Read more... )

I haven't updated on this in forever, but I seriously need to vent about some things and as far as I know, nobody reads this that shouldn't see what I have to say. And if they do, well, fuck it I don't care right now. I'm in love. I love this guy more than anything, and more than anyone I ever have. And it's the first time its real. It's the first ( Read more... )

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEE!!!!!Yes, folks. I am officially an adult. I bought my first lottery scratch off tickets this morning...the guy didn't even card me!! How rude is that?! That's the whole point of buying them on your 18th birthday. Anyway, I'm really excited ( Read more... )

ME ( Read more... )