Me: "i'm sure there's a lot of people and things going on in ur life that you don't want me to know about, but i'm not sure why. because the only reason i can think of for you hiding anything would be because you don't want to hurt me, but i'm hurting anyway. it doesn't matter anymore though. i've been trying and trying, and i'm not sure i have ( Read more... )

 I am drinking diet cherry pepsi and soco. Mind you, I'm alone. Because I specifically said, "Hey! If you guys go out, let me know! I'll be sitting here bored." I get no invite. Sucks... sucks a lot ( Read more... )

I can't handle this. I can't handle this. I CAN'T HANDLE THIS.

I'm sitting across from him... he's in a chair watching tv. I'm on the couch typing this. And there are tears in my eyes. He's just slowly deleting everything me out of his life, and I just can't handle it... I'm going to start balling.

I HATE THAT I CARE SO EFFING MUCH. When is a guy ( Read more... )

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause' I need to feel something
And you do what you want, cause I'm not what you wanted

Oh what a shame
What a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away
No use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it ( Read more... )

That I love you and I don't want to let you go and I wish you could see how much you hurt me when one day you tickle me, cuddle with me, flirt with me all day... and the next day you act like I'm not here ( Read more... )

I hurt all over.

Why does it always end up this way?

Alone again, and more alone than I've ever been in my life...

Don't waste the pretty. I need to start listening to that advice. I stared at our two roomates tonight for a long time. They've been together 5 months to our 6. They've said "i love you" for a long time now. They still have that cuteness to them, although they fight and break up a lot, you can tell they care about each other a lot. They still flirt ( Read more... )

Ha. I"m watching ET... I haven't seen it in a really long time. It's weird how you watch a movie as a child and it's so incredibly entertaining, then years and years later you watch it and actually understand what is going on. Anyway ( Read more... )

I thought we were supposed to talk about things that bothered us. But I just pissed him off, and then I spent over an hour crying on the phone to friends. Now I'm going to spend all day cleaning this place until it's spotless because that's what I do when I feel like I'm in trouble. I hope he gets un-pissed off before he gets home. :( 

You crush my self esteem and you don't even know it. Porn is one thing... but having profiles on hot or not and other similar "dating" sites... that just hits like a brick ( Read more... )