friends
If someone made a movie about my life, maybe then people would understand how I feel when friends and family treat me the way they do. I'm treated like crap by the people that are supposed to love me most.
If I did things like stealing from you, had an affair with your guy, talked bad about you behind your back... then you would have a reason to be mad at me. But all I have done is worked too hard and not had a whole lot of time to hang out constantly or call you all the time. I'm sorry. I'm working hard. I'm working so hard I'm exhausting myself and I don't have time for anything. Why can't people understand that?!?
There are different personalities out there. Unfortunately, the personalities of the people I'm closest to clash with my personality. How we even become friends is beyond me, because we obviously are completely different people.
At the beginning of this year, I began feeling like I wanted to quit my job and move far away and start over. I finally got the guts to quit working in Paxton, and I thought that just transferring Monicals would be what I needed. It's not. I'm tired of being on my feet 12 hours a day, running back and forth waiting on people. I want to move away from here and start over with a new job and new people. I'm ready to go. I'm ready for a change.
When we all move out of this place, I'm leaving. Hopefully Antonio and I will still be together and he'll invite me wherever he goes to work. But if not, I'm still leaving. I'm going to start researching and figure out where I want to go.
If I did things like stealing from you, had an affair with your guy, talked bad about you behind your back... then you would have a reason to be mad at me. But all I have done is worked too hard and not had a whole lot of time to hang out constantly or call you all the time. I'm sorry. I'm working hard. I'm working so hard I'm exhausting myself and I don't have time for anything. Why can't people understand that?!?
There are different personalities out there. Unfortunately, the personalities of the people I'm closest to clash with my personality. How we even become friends is beyond me, because we obviously are completely different people.
At the beginning of this year, I began feeling like I wanted to quit my job and move far away and start over. I finally got the guts to quit working in Paxton, and I thought that just transferring Monicals would be what I needed. It's not. I'm tired of being on my feet 12 hours a day, running back and forth waiting on people. I want to move away from here and start over with a new job and new people. I'm ready to go. I'm ready for a change.
When we all move out of this place, I'm leaving. Hopefully Antonio and I will still be together and he'll invite me wherever he goes to work. But if not, I'm still leaving. I'm going to start researching and figure out where I want to go.