So C* and I are going to get handfasted. I am really excited about this. Even as I am kinda overwhelmed by the planning process. It is really kinda daunting because I want something really personal but I also want something tradtional. We all know I can't be easy about things...then I wouldn't be me
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So Monday C* and I talked about stuffs. Cause he saw in a survey that I wrote (see D they do help sometimes hehe) that I had cried Saturday night. I didn't tell him I had cried and he didn't realize it (it wasn't like soul crushing crying more like the my eyes are leaking type of crying) so he asked why when he found out. And it took me a while to
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I'm really angry. I laugh and joke about it. I turn it into a bitter rant and an cynical edge but it really does hurt. What the fuck man? I was your friend. I did everything I could to help you with shit when other people walked away. When I could have stepped on your heart and hurt you I tried to help build you up and make you have a better life.
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So yesterday I get a voicemail from my Aunt. This is the first time I have heard her voice in years. I think the last time we talked I was livin at JT's parents house....I couldn't drink legally. That long ago. Yeah. So she calls and leaves a message saying she needs to talk to me about my mom. This is never a good sign as she isn't saying it with
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So I'm at home. I have a full freezer and we are watching Rent in the living room. For the first time in over a month I will be sleeping alone tonight...which is an odd thought. I'm not used to it. But it is a good thing. Time apart
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So its happened....we've said the dreaded L word to each other....I started it but he actually said it first. I told him I think I am in love with you...and he said he thought he was too...then a couple minutes later he whispered 'love you' in my ear. I said it back. It was incredibly sweet. And I am very glad it happened
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So I met the parent's...and the cousins and aunt and uncle...didn't meet the brother and stuff...I think that's tonight because I am spending New Year's with them...they made sure to invite me which I think is a good sign. They were really nice
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So today at some point I am meeting the boy type person's parents...I am very nervous...check that I am meeting the parents the brother, sister in law, new baby, cousins and I think someone else....FUCK
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