Thoughts about stuff
So I'm at home. I have a full freezer and we are watching Rent in the living room. For the first time in over a month I will be sleeping alone tonight...which is an odd thought. I'm not used to it. But it is a good thing. Time apart.
I like having this home. Money is tight but it is getting better I think. We are going to make it work. I may leave my job. I just can't take the lies and they don't appreciate what I do at all. Even though they know how hard it is. But I will do it the smart way and stick it out until I have something better lined up.
Its almost faire season. I can't wait. I'm a little nervous. Carlo....I don't know how he will deal with it. But I think he will be ok. He is getting better with his insecurities, starting to understand that I'm his. I don't want anyone else. I will just have to ease him into it and make sure we talk about what's going on in his crazy head. Communication seems to be the key. I worry also because if there is going to be issues with JT it will be there I think. Its the only place we will really cross paths and people.I don't want to have to deal with boy ego issues. And I really don't want to have to smack anyone's down. But I will. Whomever starts it.
I want ice cream. I like not having to worry about the big bad....I don't want to sleep alone..but its ok tomorrow I won't.
I'm tired of typing. And getting sleepy. I need to shower. Yay!! I'm happy.
I like having this home. Money is tight but it is getting better I think. We are going to make it work. I may leave my job. I just can't take the lies and they don't appreciate what I do at all. Even though they know how hard it is. But I will do it the smart way and stick it out until I have something better lined up.
Its almost faire season. I can't wait. I'm a little nervous. Carlo....I don't know how he will deal with it. But I think he will be ok. He is getting better with his insecurities, starting to understand that I'm his. I don't want anyone else. I will just have to ease him into it and make sure we talk about what's going on in his crazy head. Communication seems to be the key. I worry also because if there is going to be issues with JT it will be there I think. Its the only place we will really cross paths and people.I don't want to have to deal with boy ego issues. And I really don't want to have to smack anyone's down. But I will. Whomever starts it.
I want ice cream. I like not having to worry about the big bad....I don't want to sleep alone..but its ok tomorrow I won't.
I'm tired of typing. And getting sleepy. I need to shower. Yay!! I'm happy.