Last night, I was trying to do my weekly house chore of cleaning out the fridges, but could feel myself descending towards the state of exhaustion visible in my previous entry and was becoming increasingly confused and frustrated by every little aspect of the task. I tried to think about the things I have been reading about the concept of devotion ( Read more... )

dont' know what's going on right now, wondering if journalin wil tell me, very seepy, kdj zdjzsdfkrhawejkrhizdj mgj tseruif,drufjkdlkruocvklewildly fidgety though so cant sleep umuumuumuse truck water free truck tone tundra ghost peanut winter samll sand sendsa um I do't think I can actuuuuuuuuuuuuuually make any sens right now so itire and sowed ( Read more... )

It has long been a part of the way I live life as a spiritually minded agnostic that I take all religious experience that has been had by the human mind as being in some way true, real. I live under the assumption that human beings who have faith are still fundamentally the same type of being as myself, even though I am a human with little of the ( Read more... )

maaaaaps (to quote heather ( Read more... )

Picture this entry in virtually illegible handwriting that sometimes trails off into pure scribbbles and you'll have a sense of what the original looks like ( Read more... )

I am sitting in Moomers, had been working on stat, and then had an hourlong phone call with the virtual stranger who will be moving into the room in my house jusst across the wall from mine in a few weeks ( Read more... )

It seems at a certain point it becomes revealed to us what we will do, and there is something mystical and strange about it, something far beyond our control; and all that is really left us to do is to find the way of doing it-- the way of conceptualizing our life's work in our minds, the way we will present it to ourselves and other people, the ( Read more... )

A thought on western healthcare: I think our system of giving medical care has become morally bankrupt. I’m not talking about the lack of universal insurance, though that’s a whole other issue. I’m talking about the way we cling to old ethical ideas from an earlier age (at all costs try to preserve life) to the point that we have become more ( Read more... )

Went to David Barker's office hours and was almost seduced by his clean free-market arguments among the sharp clean lines and bright sunshine of his business-school office, it's so frustrating because the things he says clearly have some innate wrongness to them, (I think?) but I have trouble finding the logic to defeat them. Economic arguments I ( Read more... )

Incredibly detailed and somewhat strange dream last night, or really this morning in that half hour between alarm clock rings ( Read more... )