Jan 23, 2008 13:08
Picture this entry in virtually illegible handwriting that sometimes trails off into pure scribbbles and you'll have a sense of what the original looks like...
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Having nightmarish half-sleeping dreams that fade with opened eyes. What am I afraid of?
Everyone is being gotten to spy on evdhsa...that should say being gotten to spy on everyone--what? This the is to dowl livejournal and grows partly out of a desire to be oreogn recognized
Too tired to do this
I'll end up waking alone and used in a Belmost bed co on wid clean up youoms what happens to the innocent you
man what hap--
oh cover it over with (scribble) cute Gilbert and Sullivan songs (what?!)
Go od fucking night.
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When I read that after I woke up, I laughed out loud.
Though I think actually I was feeling quite disturbed, upset, and frightened as I was writing it.
what on earth do you think my dream-self was trying to say to me?