This is the story of the sad man...me...A long time ago in the Lower East Side the sad man was born. t the time he wasn't known as the sad man, he was known as Vincent. Vincent went through his life feeling safe, secure and loved by all those around him. Everyhing was what many people would call "perfect"...till the day of his 10th birthday. For ( Read more... )

The full moon has brought me a new set of old emotions...Depression, Anger and Envy are all welling up inside of me just waiting to burst, and I don't know how much longer I can hold out. Everytime I go out with my friends I'm ok but once the day has drawn on I begin feeling my depression taking hold. It's gotten worse...it must have because my ( Read more... )

I took this in a slightly bad mood...you should all see me when I'm in a rage....HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!



( Read more... )

I've become a good person without even trying and it's begun to bother me. Not in a bad way but in an odd one. I've been doing good for other people I care about without even knowing it. I guess that's what is known as a truly good act, when you don't even have to think about doing good it's just done. My latest act had to deal with my friend AJ, ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

In my on going attempts to figure out just what the fuck is going on with me I've taken a sick day to just be to myself gather my energies. I needed all the sleep I got cause if I didn't my emotions might've gotten to me again. I have to stay strong and not let anything get to me, but at the same time I don't want to shut out my emothions ( Read more... )

OMG You've been out of the loop for a few days haven't you? Yesterday I was in Sesame Place with my job and about 15 kids. They had a lot of fun and I'm glad they did. But during the last couple of hours while I was there I began to get extremely depressed. Alot of it was over this vision I had a long time ago about my friends. I saw myself being ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Well I think I need therapy or at the very least some good medication because I'm back ot being depressed. It seems like my life revolves around it and where ever I go or whatever I may do to change it will be an insignificant scratch on this demon that has had a hold of me since I was 7 years old. I was so close to being actually happy or at the ( Read more... )

I've been doing alot of walking lately and it almost seems as if I'm trying to walk away from my problems. Am I? I have no clue...all I do know is that I'm losing weight from it. So maybe this is my way of losing weight...finally an answer to this problem. Wait...I'm running away from the rest of my problems to solve one? How ironic is that? I ( Read more... )