Grey Daze: Part 2
In my on going attempts to figure out just what the fuck is going on with me I've taken a sick day to just be to myself gather my energies. I needed all the sleep I got cause if I didn't my emotions might've gotten to me again. I have to stay strong and not let anything get to me, but at the same time I don't want to shut out my emothions completely because they are a part of who I am...and I can't deny any part of myself.
I've figured this this out so far: I've been giving advice to my friends on their love lives when I don't have one of my own to use as a referrence. It seems like now that when they bring up something that has to do with someone they're after or with and they want my advice...my advice winds up sounding like I'm trying to sabotage their relationship or even stopping it from even beginning. I know I'm bitter about this whole love thing but I realized that I'm projecting that onto them now. I dunno why.
I've figured this this out so far: I've been giving advice to my friends on their love lives when I don't have one of my own to use as a referrence. It seems like now that when they bring up something that has to do with someone they're after or with and they want my advice...my advice winds up sounding like I'm trying to sabotage their relationship or even stopping it from even beginning. I know I'm bitter about this whole love thing but I realized that I'm projecting that onto them now. I dunno why.