Jul 29, 2002 01:12
OMG You've been out of the loop for a few days haven't you? Yesterday I was in Sesame Place with my job and about 15 kids. They had a lot of fun and I'm glad they did. But during the last couple of hours while I was there I began to get extremely depressed. Alot of it was over this vision I had a long time ago about my friends. I saw myself being the only one alone in my group of friends while everyone else had someone to hold at night. I was so broken up over it all...for the first time in a long time I actually cried myself to sleep.
In the midst of all the depression I found enough compassion to make amends with Andre's boyfriend Michael and my other friend John...it took all htis for me to realize that I was only hurting myself for being so callous and sarcastic towards them.