I didn't know anyone still used this. Well, now I feel left out. I'm gonna type something ( Read more... )

Stay out of my shit. Sad when I can't write something without you getting into it and using it against me.

Ok. News from Kristin. It's amazing. She's still alive ( Read more... )

What is so wrong with me? Will I ever be good enough? Probably not. Haven't ever been. What makes me think it will ever be different?

So... Chicago, England or right here at home with my family?

Your mom. Miss you kids. I'm home so call me and we can do something... random.

Well. At least Monica cares about me. Thank you Monica.

The past 24 hours have been torture. I'm finally realising how little I really mean in this world. My friends apparently couldn't give a shit about me or my feelings. I concidered myself lucky just yesterday for having some really good friends, now I want to jump from a cliff because I figured out it was all a lie... all some fucking show ( Read more... )

I don't know what I have to do to make something in my life go right. The past month seems something out of a life story of someone who fails miserably at life. I don't know how to be happy. I wake up, go to class, eat, sleep on occasion and work once in a while on the weekends. I forgot how to smile. I am going through the motions, but am feeling ( Read more... )

I'm in MP now and I don't think that I can stay. It reminds me of all the good times I had up here with Drew. I passed his road and wished that I could go hang out with him today like we were supposed to be doing if he were still around... at least that was our plans. I still can't believe he is gone. We had soooo much fun last year. He even made ( Read more... )