As graduation grows closer and closer every day, I find myself wondering what my life is going to be like. As I think and think and try to predict: one thing happens. I give up trying to guess. Sometimes this leads to midnight panic attacks filled with tears and eventually chocolate chip cookies and snuggling...sometimes it leads to an amazing ( Read more... )

So, I'm back in school, and I'm actually having fun. Now that I have enough time to actually GO to class, I think my grades will be on the rise. Its funny, I actually sort of ENJOY doing homework. I know, weird, huh ( Read more... )

Update: being a normal human being who works and makes money, and sleeps normal hours and has a real boyfriend is awesome. i like being 22.

So, I haven't updated in a while, but things have been good. Electra is finally wrapped up, and while it was fun, I feel like now I can give my full attention to life beyond UNH. Millie is also over, which was an interesting experience that I learned a lot from. While I can't say it was the greatest time I've ever had, I'm glad I did it, learned ( Read more... )

So after a brief freak out late Saturday night, I'm back to to feeling like myself again. And I realized something pretty good. For once, a boy can actually make things legitimately better instead of leaps and bounds worse. This, MAY be a first. I went out driving for a while and ended up in like Rochester bawling my eyes out over stress, anxiety ( Read more... )

I don't feel like me right now. I don't know why, but I just feel like I need to get away from everything and everyone. I don't fell like me, but after today I'm feeling a little bit better ( Read more... )

Look at my new user pic and then come see Electra. Not kidding. Thanks. Bye.

I am telling you right now: come see Electra at UNH this week. Where else will you get a scantily cla chorus of ten gorgeous women, goth/punk rock costumes, amazing rock/metal music, a hot live band, blood and guts, a wicked cool set AND a famous greek play written thousands of years ago? Seriously though, its going to be awesome so please please ( Read more... )

so lately, i dont know. i think i have boy issues. as soon as things are going well. like, really well..........i make it a point to cause some sort of fight. dave and i havent even had a mini-quarrel in like a month. things have been amazing........and im so happy. but yet, no matter how great he treats me, or stuff he pays for, or how many ( Read more... )

So, a few updates of somewhat importance ( Read more... )