"He tells the funniest stories" he said as he lit his cigarette.  She smiled and looked off to her right as if there was something urgent requiring her attention.  Parked cars and women walking into the mall with their baby strollers and designer purses smiled and laughed with one another.  A soft wind lifted the hair she had so meticulously ( Read more... )

There are two types of stories... story type S and story type T.  Type T is unique for that fact that it has a point, a meaning, a general idea.  You have to listen to the entire story generally to comprehend and connect it all.  Type T reaches its glory at the end where the teller of said story brings it all together with the punchline, moral, or ( Read more... )

I am so smoking a cigarette right now... hearing someone tell me that regardless of whether I smoke or not and regardless of whether I stop drinking in this very moment of time forever... I will still never make it to my old age.. really did not do well on my nerves.. I am thinking maybe that if I refuse to grow up it won't matter that I am not ( Read more... )

I quit smoking. I am quite sure that this is going to be one of the hardest things that I do in quite some time.  I am going to the Sammy semi formal with Brad on the 20th and yeah...

Not only did I williningly watch what ensued.. I enjoyed it... it moved me and made me re-evaluate my life... it never should have been filmed and all those that watched it or participated in it should be shunned and banned from our social circles... I myself am going to my room to do some heavy thinking and inner soul searching... oh What horrible ( Read more... )

SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD JUST CRY...

( let me make it clear to you my dear... if you're not in it for loooooove.... I'm outta here )

I don't know what to do.  I have almost entirely given up on the situation.  I am thinking I could be at the point in life where I say enough.  Where I say.. and you have had your chance.. it isn't just time to sit on the bench.  The game is over and you lost.  I am going home and you.. well littly Billy, you are going to have to stay here becuase ( Read more... )

dreams- there is someone waiting for me in Alaska.  Why they are there or why it is they think that I would go to Alaska is beyond me.  It is rather like my life to know that my entire destiny is going to unfold in an environment I absolutely despise... cold Artic type tundra.    brrrrr.

I am currently in the process of painting my furniture the ( Read more... )

i have read some of my old entries... i must excuse any of the poetry.. i do realize it is horrible people.. but you must understand the amount of drugs present in my life at that time.. i know there is no excuse for the things that were written and never must be one allowed.. simply please have mercy when you judge me for any of it... i would do ( Read more... )

     Jon Stewart has quite possibly the coolest job that one person could ever hope to gain.

If the detectives of Law and Order were in deed real people... I think I would apply to work in their precinct.

I need to stop watching television before my brain rots into a complete pile of mush.  This past hour and a half has probably ( Read more... )