• How do you break up with someone you only went on one date with and didn't even kiss them?  Is it acceptable to merely never call them again?   The dilemma here though is that he works around the area that I work at and he hangs out at some of the places that I used to hang out at.  I don't really go anymore, save when I am dragged to the bar by ( Read more... )

Last night Pam and I celebrated an A that I got on my first test since going back to college. Our celebration was a bit excessive and I awoke this morning on the floor of her living room. Pam herself was on the couch..somewhat that is.. holding onto a bowl of cold macaroni cheese. Subsequently my hangover left me unable to think, read, perform ( Read more... )

These journals are so funny to look back on. I always feel so stupid when I read over any of the poems I have wrote or the way I felt about things that just weren't that important. Well, I suppose they were. Everything mudane is important when you are a teenage girl. Certainly not to say that I have grown up by any means... but I do feel like ( Read more... )

random update.. no more Berreta ( Read more... )

things that have changed

• my car was totalled by a drunk driver and i now drive a Berreta.  in February I get the toyota back
• i have a kitten named Butters he is the cutest in the world
• i just recently got a cell phone plan with my boyfriend and have marked the biggest step i have willingly made with a guy
• ps.  we now live together too
• pam and eric ( Read more... )

oh where has life lead me... i don't think that i have been quite this high in more than a year...probably since the last time that i hung out with kmois ( Read more... )

ima gonna get myself into some trouble tonight... just because i can ( Read more... )

I asked today what movie genre a friend thought I would be. It was decided that I was of the Art movie type.. the kind that don't come out on the jinket movie theaters. More specifically, the type that everyone likes yet never really understands at any point of their life. The kind they know means something (in the big picture) yet never quite ( Read more... )

i just wrote what i think may be the best journal entry that I have ever written and the computer froze and deleted it all.. i spent more than two hours writing that <<<<>>>>>>

like the amount of licks it takes to get to the center of a tootsie roll pop sucker... the world may nver know...

annoyed... very very annoyed right now...

Went to Friday's last night to unwind after work.  I don't have a day off until next Thursday.. so very tired.  I was sipping my White Russian and talking to Nate when she walked in.  Immediately my body tensed up.  Anger.. shame...more anger... sadness......  Sarah stood up and introduced us... told her that I was looking for a roommate.  I smiled ( Read more... )