I got my mid term grades today and I am so relieved to see that all the time I've spent doing homework has paid off! My grades currently stand at A, A-, B+, and C+(we only had one test that I did semi poorly on but I take another one Monday and will be much more prepared and it will shoot my grade way up). I haven't gotten grades like that since ( Read more... )

I hate having a boyfriend 2 hours away living at school while I'm stuck at home. I'm sick of him always being able to do what he wants where as I have strict parents here at home. I'm sick of him being able to get drunk whenever he wants. He lives with 4 other guys and all single and always have girls in the room. It makes it a lot harder to trust ( Read more... )

Saturday was a disaster when Andy came home. We were at the farm again because he had to drive the tractor for the hayride all night. Well I didn't eat dinner or lunch and somehow thought it be okay to drink a pint and a bit more of rum. I usually never go all day without eating and I usually stop drinking around 12 when I do because I have to go ( Read more... )

I miss Andy so much during the week. When I first found out he was going to school all I could think about was trust and other girls and thats not what I think about now. I never actually took a second to think about the fact that I'll actually miss him because we would be apart. I never saw me doing a semi long distance relationship and it's ( Read more... )

Yesterday I drove to Boston to see Andy at school. The ride is nice, get a lot of thinking done. He's roommates(4) are totally different then him. They are small skinny geeky kids with the exception of one who looks pretty athletic and was the only semi cute one. It was comforting a bit because these guys aren't exactly bringing in the cutest girls ( Read more... )

The weekend was pretty good. Andy came home Friday but he has to work on the farm doing the haunted hayrides but I can still drive with him on the tractor. It's actually really fun. It's a loose and fun environment and most of all the people there are young. We all drink too so it's like a night out for everyone while getting paid. We were also ( Read more... )

I've realized I've had nothing to write about lately that has a purpose. I want to write in this journal often because if I don't then I'll slowly neglect it until I forget about it. I'd like to read this down the road. It's almost midterm at school and i can't wait because I'm meeting with the transfer guide again and we are going to look at my ( Read more... )

I had an amazing weekend with Andy. We both feel this way and we don't know what made it so good but I'm glad it was good. He bought a house two weeks go(he had money from his grandparents passing away) so we spent a lot of Friday and Saturday gutting the first floor because he's redoing the whole place. Saturday night he had to work at a farm ( Read more... )

I ended up going out last night with the lesbian couple I play softball with and the kid Johnny I mentioned about going to the bar with last week. I knew the kid wanted me..not really a kid, he's 27(looks 22). After the girls went home from the bar johnny and I went to a diff bar and we ended up back at his place. I was drunk, which is not a legit ( Read more... )

My parents went away for two nights...yayy! Haha. I like when I can do what I want without them on my back about everything! It was raining all day yesterday so this morning I took my Jeep out in the mud(it's my icon!). It was fun, I met two other guys who were out there muddin too. It's weird how fun driving through mud actually is..I'm upset ( Read more... )