Oops.
The weekend was pretty good. Andy came home Friday but he has to work on the farm doing the haunted hayrides but I can still drive with him on the tractor. It's actually really fun. It's a loose and fun environment and most of all the people there are young. We all drink too so it's like a night out for everyone while getting paid. We were also there Sat and Sunday night. He usually goes back to school in Boston on Sundays but because the holiday he stayed till today. We are at the farm until like 2 a.m. so I asked to just sleep at his house and my parents actually said yes. I made such a awkward mistake last night..after we got back to his house we had sex in his living room and laid there for an hour so afterward but then we decided we'd go upstairs to bed(his parents were home so I had to sleep in his sisters bed). I THOUGHT I grabbed all my clothes when I went upstairs..nope, left my black thong right there on the floor..I knew it as soon as I woke up but his parents were already up so I didn't run down there to grab them. Well after we wake up and sit in his living room for a bit where his mom was, she got our attention and told me she found them and she doesn't want to see it again. It doesn't really matter, she understands, her son is a senior living at school..he has sex, and I'm almost 20 so it should be a given. It was just incredibly awkward!! I'm going to Boston tomorrow to see him at school and hopefully stay the night. A little hungover today, I drank a lot this weekend at the farm. Totally worth it though!
This whole confusing sexuality is so frustrating. People should be born liking one or the other, not "maybe" both! If the chance comes up to test this out, besides just drunk make outs with friends, I'd really want to. BUT I have a bf, whom told me he'd be really upset if that happens(it comes up a lot because the girl I have been talking about lately that is his friends sister, claims she'd hook up with me, so he's paranoid and i guess she has hooked up with one of Andy's friends straight girlfriend which ruined their relationship).
This whole confusing sexuality is so frustrating. People should be born liking one or the other, not "maybe" both! If the chance comes up to test this out, besides just drunk make outs with friends, I'd really want to. BUT I have a bf, whom told me he'd be really upset if that happens(it comes up a lot because the girl I have been talking about lately that is his friends sister, claims she'd hook up with me, so he's paranoid and i guess she has hooked up with one of Andy's friends straight girlfriend which ruined their relationship).