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I've realized I've had nothing to write about lately that has a purpose. I want to write in this journal often because if I don't then I'll slowly neglect it until I forget about it. I'd like to read this down the road. It's almost midterm at school and i can't wait because I'm meeting with the transfer guide again and we are going to look at my grades and see what my chances are of transferring without finishing my associate degree at my current school(because then I'd have to be there over the summer). My plan was to move to Boston but if things continue to go well with Andy(I know it was only a week ago that I cheated on him but I learned and know better now..) then I'm not going to want to be in Boston because he's there now and we would just be switching places. I am not completely giving up on that, I'm still applying and keeping that option open but I am also going to apply to a local school as well. My plan for next summer is to live with Andy in his house when he's back from school in May until he leaves to boot camp in July and then after he leaves I want to move in with my brother who is moving to Boston next June. Chances of it working out that perfect, I don't know. July is so so far away and I try not to think about it but sometimes it just comes to the surface. I can't imagine what it's going to be like with Andy gone for 13 weeks and then home for a week and then gone for another 13 weeks. I want to focus on now and that's why I don't think about it but it's still there. And I never plan that far ahead and create intentions and plans and stuff but it's different with him, I really do want to be with him. It's also my rush to be at a university with dorms next fall, to keep me really busy. I hope I don't go crazy with alcohol though. I'll be 21 living out of my parents house and with a boyfriend gone for 7 months in South Carolina..it already sounds like trouble!! But enough talk about the future, it's a waste of time to think and worry about.
I turn 20 in a few weeks and I can't wait. I really hate saying "I'm 19". It sounds so much younger. It's on a Thursday and Andy comes home on Fridays so I won't be going out the night of my birthday. I never did anything for my birthdays, it's not a big deal to me, at least not enough to do something special. I don't know what to expect from him though, I feel like he might go all out. I usually love the fall weather here in New England but right now I'm not loving it because I'd rather have the top and doors off my jeep.
I'm just going to stop writing because I'm just rambling and all i want to talk about is Andy.
I turn 20 in a few weeks and I can't wait. I really hate saying "I'm 19". It sounds so much younger. It's on a Thursday and Andy comes home on Fridays so I won't be going out the night of my birthday. I never did anything for my birthdays, it's not a big deal to me, at least not enough to do something special. I don't know what to expect from him though, I feel like he might go all out. I usually love the fall weather here in New England but right now I'm not loving it because I'd rather have the top and doors off my jeep.
I'm just going to stop writing because I'm just rambling and all i want to talk about is Andy.