awesome weekend
I had an amazing weekend with Andy. We both feel this way and we don't know what made it so good but I'm glad it was good. He bought a house two weeks go(he had money from his grandparents passing away) so we spent a lot of Friday and Saturday gutting the first floor because he's redoing the whole place. Saturday night he had to work at a farm doing haunted hayrides because he drives the tractor. I got to ride with him though the whole night and it was fun. We did that for like 4 hours so we had plenty of time to talk. We talked a lot about our pastrelationships and why they didn't work out. It was really good to have that talk cuz we haven't talked like that in a while. I spent the night there Friday and it was really nice to just cuddle all night. My mom was in the area where he bought his new house and saw our jeeps parked out front and stopped and his parents happened to be at the house with us so our parents met..it wasn't as bad as I thought but its good they met. He left last night and I really miss him already. Its crazy how much I think about him. I hate when people cheat and say now I know what I really want cuz I don't think u should have to cheat to know you want someone..but I'm going to call myself a hypocrite with that. I knew I wanted him before I cheated but I didn't know if I was ready to put my whole self into this relationship but now I know for sure that I want to give it everything I got. And he doesn't deserve to be treated that way so its a well learned lesson. After all, I love the boy, and I don't throw that word around often at all.