Comments | thisgirl101: him at school rant

thisgirl101

him at school rant

Oct 21, 2010 21:21

I hate having a boyfriend 2 hours away living at school while I'm stuck at home. I'm sick of him always being able to do what he wants where as I have strict parents here at home. I'm sick of him being able to get drunk whenever he wants. He lives with 4 other guys and all single and always have girls in the room. It makes it a lot harder to trust ( Read more... )

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thisgirl101 October 22 2010, 15:22:46 UTC

I thought I was too! I just sort of reached a breaking point I guess. After visiting twice and seeing what he can do there and what he does there I just get jealous I think of his situation. Also I don't think he realizes he's got it better because he knows I'm always home doing hw or at softball so he's never worried unlike me..I have trust issues sometimes, ha.

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thisgirl101 October 22 2010, 16:39:21 UTC

Good points. I don't think I'm worried about him cheating, he's not that kind of guy( I know every girl says that) and he really does love me. I'm just jealous that all these other girls get to spend more time with him then I do, and that drives me off the wall.

My mind is most deff my worst enemy. You are completely right tho, I need to focus on ME. If I can learn to do that then it would make the rest of the semester a lot easier. I just have to find better ways to keep me focused on ME.

Thanks : )