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i haven't really wanted to write in this for the longest time. i don't know; lack of motivation, insentive, or perhaps i've lost myself again. i'm really broke these days. i got a couple of jobs: serving food at Chili's and a framing at Hobby Lobby. i haven't even worked a day at either of them and i already hate my jobs. i've been making a point ( Read more... )

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it's really weird to be around someone due to social obligations, who you which otherwise would not. i miss a lot of parts about her...it's like seduction...i don't know. to talk to someone who you haven't talked to individually for about a year, only within a group. it's really weird. i know i dodged a bullet, but some part of me wants to get ( Read more... )

i want to believe that the universe is infinately huge, so that anything is possible. and when i think of my personal fictions;

i'm not so much nervous about my MFA show...sure i want to put on a good show, but i'm also aware of what lies beyond it--that is i need to save $$$. my worries lie in what happens to me. i got an interview on the 27th to teach English in Japan. i really want that job; otherwise i don't know what to do w/ myself. one thing that worries me about ( Read more... )

i like that moment when you've stayed up too late and the sun is starting to rise. it's a moment for yourself that you can't really share, but a moment that most everyone has had. you have choices. you have a choice to keep doing what ever it is you are doing, go to sleep, or do something entirely different. you have a choice to worry about ( Read more... )

man, those tablet pc's look fucking cool. think i'm going to wait until it gets saturated into the market though.

i'm kinda sick...got the head-grogg from my niece--little cousin really, but i have no sibblings to ever be an uncle. i think i'm finding myself again...in absurdity. i like the skewed logic, which is much like insanity, but insanity takes itself too seriously; absurdity doesn't. absurdity and insanity doesn't have to do anything with stupidity ( Read more... )