love letter

[thespectacle]

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dear chim chim,

[thespectacle]

coming back into town was less familiar and more empty. climbing into the air mattress at Ted's was strange; i might have snuggled up to a free pillow and pretended it was you. our ritual together was great. i've only had another experience that was similar; unfortunately it ended badly. i thought she loved me, but it turned out that she didn't care for me at all--she only cared about herself in relation to me. i'm all up in the air; i'll probably hit the road for boulder on sunday. i like to think a lot; about art, myself, and the ppl around me. but times like these, when i feel estranged, my mind is pretty vacant...it's the damnedest thing. i miss you already; i'm sure i'll miss you a lot more when things have settled down...and you'll come back to me in memory...the unsettling way the body can trigger a memory, which i have always felt that memory and body are ambiguously tied together.
dan.

[thespectacle]

i don't know what you are talking about...i'll just take it as an internal observation on your part.

[wnworth]

I'm thinking "Awwww." at the same time I'm thinking "Holy Shit?" and also "Son of a Bitch!"

[thespectacle]

it's been weird.