ever since her art opening i've been thinking about her in the last couple days. i must be getting lonely, because i've also been going through the mental Rolodex of past girlfriends and all those very close moments that could have taken yourself leaps and years away from which you are now, but sadly never even sparked into anything other than a ( Read more... )

...so after years of being a jerk, to which i used to be a really good person, is it too late to go back?

people piss me off a lot lately, and i can't help but wonder what am i doing to contribute to that. i suppose being unfriendly yet polite has its drawbacks...

i was thinking that perhaps our nation generally loves the idea of freedom, but in real working matters they are quite afraid of it. the idea seemed to fit my fancy considering my opinions on how thick hypocrisies run in our society. the abstract originated from all these special interest groups; primarily religious, and how they are shaping this ( Read more... )

i spent half of saturday at the local mall ( Read more... )

i've been thinking about painting and a better way to teach it than the standard way academia does it. i remember how it was when i took those beginning classes and how unthrilled i was about attending as though it was the most uncreative processes. i keep challenging the idea that a beginning course can provide both a beginning technical practice ( Read more... )

i keep feeling that i'm not working hard enough, which i think is due to never having anything done, but i have to keep reminding myself about my objectives. ( Read more... )

i've been in the drinking mood, and as well, in the writing mood--good old me. the topic i feel incline to devulge in is art and why i like it. ( Read more... )

i find myself in an uncomfortable place: pseudo-relationship. ( Read more )