major life decisions
i'm not so much nervous about my MFA show...sure i want to put on a good show, but i'm also aware of what lies beyond it--that is i need to save $$$. my worries lie in what happens to me. i got an interview on the 27th to teach English in Japan. i really want that job; otherwise i don't know what to do w/ myself. one thing that worries me about he Japan thing is that i can feel my art career vanishing. i should probably just go to Seattle and set up shop, but w/ all the debt i just feel so insecure about it all. if i can do the Japan thing i can greatly reduce my debt and hopefully have a good time. maybe i can take that time to actually learn how to paint for once.