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Asshat who shall not be named from fb: "loves watching the Gucci draped Urbanites get punched right in the throat by the natural forces. Good Morning, this is Natural Selection with your wake-up call..."

This was posted shortly after a tornado hit Springfield. Dude, I don't care how staunch an environmentalist you are, no one deserves to be ( Read more... )

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You know, this song is a pretty good description of what's going on in my mind right now. We have two sides of my personality in constant conflict and dueling for dominance over the way that I interact with the world. First there was Penny; full of naive optimism and unfounded trust in the rest of the world, blissfully unaware that the man with ( Read more... )

I've been afraid of changing cause I
Built my life around you.
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
And I'm getting older too.

I said "no" today. I was hoping she wouldn't react like a scared little child, screaming and slamming the door. But it could have gone much worse too. Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night.

In less than 48 hours, I will be back in the place what spawned me. The pictures I see remind me of things. Of people. Every single one of you fuckers is batshit insane. It was contagious. Thank you ( Read more... )

Attention, all people who have randomly up and moved places that were unfamiliar to them for any extended period of time: how the fuck did you do that? I've been here almost 6 months and while I'm getting used to the area a bit more, I still don't quite feel like I belong here. I'm counting down the days until I can go to the closest thing I have ( Read more... )

I think I'm finally starting to settle in here. My first class of graduate school got out an hour and a half ago. Yes, it's late but morning classes were the bane of my existence anyway. I got to go to a Ren Faire over the weekend, which was infinitely more awesome than the shitty Connecticut one that I went to last year. This was both because the ( Read more... )

I feel like I've been disconnected from my emotions as of late. Meditation helps. Writing here might also do it, as it requires me to stop and think about things. I process things by talking to people. There's no one here to talk to, so that also might put a kink in my emotional processing. An LJ is also useful in that aspect. It's kind of like ( Read more... )

Quantum mechanics operates on the premise that the wave function of an object only gives the probability that it will be in any given place at any given time with any given momentum. As with Schrodinger's cat, it may be alive, dead, everywhere at once or nowhere at all. The particle has to be treated as if it can occupy all possible states, ( Read more... )

This place doesn't feel like home. I have no friends, no forseeable way of making any and I don't feel like anyone here really gets me. Though I still think that I made the right choice in coming down here for school, I feel like I don't belong here. I want to go home. I miss the crisp, cool autumn air, the mountains and the river. I miss being ( Read more... )