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I feel like I've been disconnected from my emotions as of late. Meditation helps. Writing here might also do it, as it requires me to stop and think about things. I process things by talking to people. There's no one here to talk to, so that also might put a kink in my emotional processing. An LJ is also useful in that aspect. It's kind of like talking to myself, except other people can listen too. So it's like talking to myself in public. Like someone with a BlueTooth, only I don't have schizophrenia. Odd, but still better than spamming someone's AIM when they're not there and having imaginary conversations with them, then being genuinely surprised when they answer and wonder why they were so rude as to interrupt Imaginary Them. I need friends. And furniture. I've been sitting on the floor using this thing for the last two months and now my ass hurts.