Yes I am still around and trying to balance work, play and sleep. Things are pretty good right now, I am excited to watch Taylor on AI tonight :))

I should do this on a daily basis, because if I wait days or weeks to update my journal I'll overflood with information.. but it is all rambling in my head and I better get it out before I A) forget or B) explode. First of all, David and I talked about all the things that I had been feeling, vice versa. I see that he is opening up more and he let ( Read more... )

I finally had the courage to speak on everything that I had been feeling, but it occurred to me around 2am, after a nightmare while he was asleep. I tried waking Dave up to get some comfort, but he wouldn't budge. As I laid there, my mind started to work overtime about all the things that bothered me about our relationship. Before I go any ( Read more... )

My sister has come home to visit! Its been 3 years since Ive seen her, I got to see her two kids (Ashley and Billy) for the first time. They are so adorable. Ashley was a little cranky, she probably was all jet lagged from all the traveling. Billy is such a good baby. Both are pretty friendly and mostly well behaved. You can just tell they are ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion that my mind is a weapon. I am not saying that I have an intellectual mind and use it to play battle of wits with some pretentious and pompass individual.. just that if I am left alone for one moment and allow my mind to flow, it is a start off to some kind of emotional warfare I have against myself. I have always ( Read more... )

Hello! Well this is really cool.. Ive always kept a journal growing up, and actually wanted to keep one again and this, along with my myspace blog, looks like it will be a good way to do it. Thanks to my sissy Autumn for showing it to me :) I guess I could start off by telling you about my relationship with Autumn.. whom I known for wow.. 2-3 ( Read more... )