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I'm letting life pass me by. I'm not fully participating in anything. Not in my health, not in my career, not in my family or friends. I was working out for a few weeks, and after those few weeks, I felt like Superwoman, like I could accomplish anything. But I fell off track, and now I can't seem to get back on. What is it going to take to make me ( Read more... )

• I've gained 130lbs. since high school.
• I had a dream about a tall blond otherworldly male who I am now in love with.
• This is my life.

Taking a break from everything to sort shit out. See you when I see you!

Goal: stop being fucking gross in every way, shape, and form.

So this chick liked one of my fan fiction stories, and when I went to look at her profile, I found this gem. Forever thanking my lucky stars that I will never, ever be a teenager again. She bolded the statements that apparently apply to her, as well as adding the wonderful little side notes, and I italicized my personal favorites.

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My spending has gotten really out of hand lately, to the point where I'm questioning my sanity. For that reason, I am setting a goal (and reward) for myself. If I can make it through the rest of the summer (that's until the end of August) without any more frivolous spending, I will reward myself with a piece of Bloodmilk jewelry. This is going to ( Read more... )

So my extra userpics expired, and I've gone from, like, 200 icons...all the way down to 1. Now I know what everyone was talking about when this happened to them...a year ago...when people still visited this place. It's bizarre to rid myself of some of those icons, not only because I loved them as dearly as a countess loves her jewels, but also ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel a lot of resentment and bitterness towards my mother, and I think she feels the same way towards me. She gets so stressed and overworked by every other aspect of her life that she doesn't have any energy left over to have a daughter. She doesn't care about me, about what I'm doing or how I'm feeling. She just sees me as another ( Read more... )

Also, what I would have worn to the Met Ball:

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