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[tenenbomb]

Sometimes I feel a lot of resentment and bitterness towards my mother, and I think she feels the same way towards me. She gets so stressed and overworked by every other aspect of her life that she doesn't have any energy left over to have a daughter. She doesn't care about me, about what I'm doing or how I'm feeling. She just sees me as another burden, as another person to appease, even if I'm doing nothing but trying to help her. I swear she likes the dog more than she likes me.

I really just want to disappear for a very long time. I'm so sick of people and their egos, especially mine.