y is it u say one thing like it doesn't matter and then bring it up? Talkin bout how u dun need it but then ask for it the next min. I know I'm prob overreactin and it's not as big of a deal as I'm makin it, but I dun it's complicated...being rejected is hard enough, but bein rejected for something u can't help is prob the worst. I'm sorry I don't ( Read more... )

man it's been forever since I've written on here. I've been so busy wit school, soccer, goin out and spending time wit me baby that I dun have time to write on here. Well me and my gurl celebrated our 7 months thursday.. I wanted to surprise her with a movie, so we watched The Notebook. which was convenient too cuz our friend had it. So we watched ( Read more... )

So I played in the outdoor league today..and totally sucked..definitely wasn't myself...I played a game after but was on the field this time, and yea...sucked some balls then too...my skills aren't where they were b4...so I decided to look up some statistics bout this season as I look out my window watching the co-eds play...I'm pretty upset bout ( Read more... )

Today has just been a crazy, hard day. Helen and I have basically been arguin the whole day. I'm just more upset bout any of the things we've talked bout today cuz she was tellin me bout how she liked 3-5 people b4 me..ok yea..2 happen to be my big sisters..and then so this makes me wonder...she didn't know them until I started talkin to her cuz ( Read more... )

I FEEL LIKE SHIT...I'm sorry I'm the worst...my mistake...I know that I'd feel the same, and upset, but I also know that u wouldn't do anything..and u have to know I wouldn't either..I'm horrible...but please remember that I love you...

Man I'm tired of all this stuff...school isn't goin too be I have to say..just need to stay on top of my studies, which reminds me I have a Modern Art test tuesday, and a freakin public speaking monday...better get on those..need to do some laundry..have a shit load of dirty clothes in my closet...soccer is what stresses me out most..and everyone ( Read more... )

ok so I went out last night and it was fun but at same time could've been even better if my gurl was there. I went wit kt but helen was stuck back at the dorm cuz she wasn't feelin well and she had work today at 9. I felt bad for just leaving her cuz she wasn't feelin well earlier and I wanted to make sure she was then, but I knew dat she would've ( Read more... )

ok.. so I'm back at school..whoop whoop...classes seem like they'll be ok, besides the loads of work and pressure of doin extremely well. I'm back wit my baby, and get to see my friends again. Soccer seems like it's gonna be another long year. Coaches are ok..I'm constantly hungry..but that'll never change..LOL...The freshman are..well freshman, ( Read more... )

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I dunno I just feel sick, and only I will know what it means of what I'm bout to say...so guess there's no point in sayin it on here...but I will anyway...it's starting over...ok..goodbye and have a nice day.lol