Christmas break again
man it's been forever since I've written on here. I've been so busy wit school, soccer, goin out and spending time wit me baby that I dun have time to write on here. Well me and my gurl celebrated our 7 months thursday.. I wanted to surprise her with a movie, so we watched The Notebook. which was convenient too cuz our friend had it. So we watched it and she wanted chinese food so I ordered some, and we had a lil family night cuz we got our baby boi the night b4. We actually didn't go out which was very surprising especially wit the break comin. But I feel bad cuz I kinda feel that I stated cuz of the puppy cuz I've left b4..but I don't feel bad cuz it was our special day..I love my baby so much. That movie was definitely emotional at the end..I dunno what happened..but she started cryin..which made me think bout things..and plus I was jus watchin her cry..so that made me tear up a bit too. I dunno..it's just that feelin u get ya know...I still get butterflies with her...it's crazy...I miss her now, cuz I'm here and she's there. and we may not see each other that much this break cuz we'll both be busy..she's working and babysitting, and I'm gonna volunteer at a vet hospital for my experience in the future for vet school I'm really upset that I won't see her, but even more upset I wont' see her for christmas and new years. Those are the special days that you spend with family and loved ones. and helen is a part of the family now, and we have our own family also. I dunno..I also wanted to make things special for us...it sux...but can't do anything bout it. I miss her, and I feel bad cuz she's tired and I called her and woke her up, I didn't mean to call her late but I was out wit Alex cuz said we were goin out and didn't get back til like 12...which is still early for her, but she has work tomorrow and she's been tired cuz the puppy keeps wakin her up in the middle of the night and then finally early morning.So I just wanted her to sleep. I MISS YOU BABY..and ...LOVE YOU MUAH