some days are days that i just wish would disappear.

aw, fuck.

so summer still sucks. it got slightly better in the middle, but now it sucks again.
im tired of being let down by people. im tired.
walking the line between being serious and not is really tough and i don't know how much longer i can take it.
i can't think straight when its nighttime.
ive been trying to practice horn multiple times a week and its

So its been a while...as usual.
And here I am again...summer oh eight. I went into this summer thinking it was going to be a flop and guess what? I was right! There is so few people here I can really connect with and share my life with anymore. And half of the people I really want to see don't want to see me anymore. What a bummer.
I am really glad ( Read more... )

*sigh ( Read more... )

my life is so crazy!
im trying to keep my feet on the ground.

oh, boy.

I
am thinking it's a sign
that the freckles in our eyes
are mirror images
and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned.

And I have to speculate
that God Himself did make
us into corresponding shapes
like puzzle pieces from the clay.

And true it may seem like a stretch
but it's thoughts like this that catch
my troubled head when you're away
and when I am ( Read more... )

 its ok. im strong, so i can rise above this stupid shit. its fucked up, but im going to be the better person. i already am the better person, since ive been loyal to her ever since i've been her friend. ive been nothing but a friend. i dont understand. i dont understand why someone would want to burn all their bridges. its stupid and i pity her. i ( Read more... )

I wrote a poem in french. Its not often that I write poems, and even rarer that I write them in french. But I am really feeling this one, and even if you don't speak it, meh. You can read it anyway. I closed my eyes, and this what what happened in my head:

CT

Il fait chaud, et les jeunes gens qui nous entourent n'aident pas à diminuer l'air lourd.
Ils ( Read more... )

You have 50 dollars in your pocket what do you do with it?
Probably put it in my wallet and spend it with time.

2. What is your most guilty pleasure?
EATING. in large quantities. for large periods of time.

3. Outdoors or indoors?
Outdoors, definitely

4. Would you rather be blind or deaf?
Ummm, deaf. Because you can read lips and stuff, and although i ( Read more... )