likely to have already lost my livejournal audience due to excessive span between entries, but i revisit nevertheless..who knows if people read this still ( Read more... )

sometimes when i'm at the gym i feel like a caged hamster or a gerbel or something ( Read more... )

"hey sami your hair looks so good long"
-thanks!
"yeah, remember when your hair was short so you looked lesbian?"
-....no thanks.

this is where i step back and remind myself that not all people have manners.

as i sit in english class with an increasingly cold feeling, a collection of unwanted memories suddenly appear at the doormat of my mind, ( Read more... )

dear livejournal ( Read more... )

sitting here with a soda in my left hand and a knack for creating in my right part of the brain, i bring you this entry.

what significance is collecting tabs?
is there a well-kept extraordinary formula that converts tabs into dollar bills?
why tabs? why not tampon applicators?

i wouldnt call myself an absentminded scatterbrained space cadet, just ( Read more... )

so

break is winding down, hanukkah is coming to completion, no treadmill in sight..
   i can always run in place.

[things are pretty great at the moment]

i have no fancy advice, no extensive lectures, no grand ideas for you all. not tonight

i fear that i am going to live a mediocre life. it's such a vague concept to worry myself with that it seems sort ( Read more... )

overtired and procrastinating, i reluctantly turn to my livejournal...

i don't have too many regrets
i think if you asked me, i would tell you that the ones i have aren't significant, and i can count them on one hand

when i look back on labeled "mistakes" i made, i find that i learned so much from them that i guess they were worth making, ( Read more... )

i revel in confusion. bask, relish, welter; whatever you please

i find that whenever my life is temporarily incomplex, i convince myself that it is not so. i naturally seek out upcoming ordeals to be confused or distressed about. purposely, i distinguish events in my future that will cause myself grief, confusion, or heartache. it is ( Read more... )

whoever said wrinkles are beautiful is dillusional

in step with today's impossible standards for beauty, that is.

i feel like once a woman reach a certain age, society no longer views her as attractive. [[this excludes gorgeous movie stars with thirteen personal trainers

there comes a time where a trip to victorias and a pretty bra just doesnt do ( Read more... )

what is the best activity to do on a Friday when you have a cold and have a paper and artwork due that day that is nowhere near completion
[stay home.]

you know, why do people capitalize day of the week words- is there something special or holy about them? i can understand Saturday or Sunday- -but really. Monday? Wednesday?? that's pushing it. the ( Read more... )