Feb 21, 2006 16:44
sometimes when i'm at the gym i feel like a caged hamster or a gerbel or something.
americans have to try twice as hard to have good bodies
people in europe just walk around a lot.
i have a lot happening. vocal auditions, SAT prep, spring show, tests, projects, essays and art for scholarships, constantly cleaning my room, and so on. i am perpetually extremely stressed out and tired and eating.
today my dad had a day off from work so he decided to compile an extensive list entitled "How To Clean Your Room."
i nearly threw it out. nearly.
[[do convents take in jews]]
ok stream of conciousness:
i have so much to do and i procrastinate a lot which is not a good combination at all and please, d wingers, don't think i'm a horrible singer if i dont get into east singers, i'm just not as good as other people, and even though i do want to get in i dont really have a passion for singing so i guess getting into east singers is just a status or coming of age thing or something like that, which isnt what its supposed to be, but hey, it's the top choir at our school, our chansons teacher can be a real bitch sometimes and im not sure if i can deal with her for another year even though she likes me-i think- i dont know how people can do hardcore cardio nonstop for half an hour straight its amazing to watch them i just think WOW look at 'em go- this really old lady with white hair hobbled in to the gym today decked out in all her gold jewelry and once she got on the machine just OWNED it and started running and jumping and pumping and i couldnt keep up with her and i was becoming severely intimidated so i went to go do something else.
*yeah, here we go