FIT in the big NYC baby!

i like to look at art really close- my nose almost touching it- like when the gallery guards get nervous and walk over to scold me to move away- but i look so i can see each brush stroke as its own piece. almost like there are little artworks inside the big one. each stroke having its own intention and feeling and texture and color and purpose. i ( Read more... )

november:

colleges: 5

acceptances: 1 (safety)
rejections: 0
have not heard: 4

1 dream school/ 1 runner up/ 2 back ups/ 1 safety

i don't really think that i have been this stressed

ever.

i wish i was blindly content
and not a young cynic
by 17

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| i am ready to break free of this box |
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excuse me i had a revelation ( Read more... )

well then ( Read more... )

this is far more difficult than i imagined ( Read more... )

. . . a thousand miles seems pretty far

but  they've  got  planes  and  trains  and  cars

I'd   walk   to   you   if   I   had   no   other   way

our    friends    would    all    make    fun    of    us

and     we'll     just     laugh     along     because     we     know

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it feels so strange beginning new entries after such an extensive hiatus ( Read more... )

sadly didn't make it, but loved the essay ( Read more... )