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Sometimes it's easy to feel like you're the only one in the world who is struggling, who is frustrated. Or unsatisfied. Or barely even getting by. I keep trying to tell myself that feeling is a lie. That if i just hold on, find the courage to face another day, someone will find me and make it okay ( Read more... )

I’m at the age that I’m thinking about marriage. Not marrying a certain person but being married. Even the kind of wedding I would want. Perhaps it is prompted by friends getting engaged. Perhaps it’s because in 4 months I’ll be attending a wedding of which the bride and groom won’t even be of age to drink at their reception. Perhaps it’s human ( Read more... )

.. but i feel so alone.

It's hard sometimes. Having to keep quiet about something you know because the way you found out is less than admirable. I try to go about things in a round-about way, but it just doesn't seem to work for me. I can't find out information like this, because this person goes in a round-about way of answering. you know.. the whole "will-only-give-half ( Read more... )

We drove in silence. I left the school and participated in a 20 minute car ride full of tension and hushed emotions. I leaned against the car door so as to not get in his way of driving. It was strange not sitting the way I usually do; with my legs crossed, his hand brushing against my left knee as it rested on his gear shifter thing. That's how we ( Read more... )

I want to get out of my jeans, my t-shirts, and my pony tails. I want to jump out of the shower and have some place to go other than Home Depot, the doctors office, or a family members house. I want to get dressed up and go out somewhere with people who enjoys my company as much as I enjoy theirs. I want to wear something pretty and girly and do my ( Read more... )

I would always just whisper ( Read more... )

I was waiting for what seemed like an eternity. I wanted to hear the doorbell and I wanted to find myself facing fate on the other side. I’d waited for years, what seemed like millenniums, ages that never seemed to pass; I’d waited an eternity for life to come to me. I had always longed to feel the acceptance of both the versatile beauty and ( Read more... )

Dear __________, <- Name/s ( Read more... )

changed my background again.
not sure if i like it yet, but it works for now
i dont know how the rest of you guys see it, but it's perfectly centered
and it takes up the entire left side of my computer screen. doubt that's how the rest of you see it because my computer still runs on 800 x something oranother (600 i think)

yep.