giving my other journals a break.
I want to get out of my jeans, my t-shirts, and my pony tails. I want to jump out of the shower and have some place to go other than Home Depot, the doctors office, or a family members house. I want to get dressed up and go out somewhere with people who enjoys my company as much as I enjoy theirs. I want to wear something pretty and girly and do my makeup and spend hours laughing about silly things. I want to skip and run and swing and dance and take tons of pictures.
I want to catch up on the lives of people I care about.
I want to breathe in fresh air.
I'm listening to Usher for the first time since.. pbft I dont even know when. I'm sitting here screaming out lyrics and punching the air through songs. It's the most fun I've had since Aaron and Jet came over to my house. haha, I enjoy the simple things out of life.
Update on my mom: She doesn't have breast cancer. She has some disease that causes her breasts to have lumps but supposedly it's "normal". Thousands of women have it and it doesn't cause for any worries on her health. Every woman in our family has it and I may also one day. *crosses fingers for no lumps* So, thank you for those who gave me encouragement and support.
A foreign beauty so exotic
When she smiled at me
She took my breath away
She's reminiscent of a Goddess
It's a shame that we could not communicate
How do I say...
How do I say "hello? I just wanna talk to you
How do I say "you're beautiful" when I can't take my eyes off you
I dont want to say the wrong thing,
I want to use the right words to impress you
mujer bonita,
How do I say? How do I say??
The room was filled with a sweet aroma
When she danced her hips moved oh so sensuous
She speaks with her body, so hypnotic
In the language that I will never forget
I used to dance around my room to the flow of the spanish guitars and imagine that this song was written about me. I've always been a silly little girl.
I will always be a silly girl.
I want to catch up on the lives of people I care about.
I want to breathe in fresh air.
I'm listening to Usher for the first time since.. pbft I dont even know when. I'm sitting here screaming out lyrics and punching the air through songs. It's the most fun I've had since Aaron and Jet came over to my house. haha, I enjoy the simple things out of life.
Update on my mom: She doesn't have breast cancer. She has some disease that causes her breasts to have lumps but supposedly it's "normal". Thousands of women have it and it doesn't cause for any worries on her health. Every woman in our family has it and I may also one day. *crosses fingers for no lumps* So, thank you for those who gave me encouragement and support.
A foreign beauty so exotic
When she smiled at me
She took my breath away
She's reminiscent of a Goddess
It's a shame that we could not communicate
How do I say...
How do I say "hello? I just wanna talk to you
How do I say "you're beautiful" when I can't take my eyes off you
I dont want to say the wrong thing,
I want to use the right words to impress you
mujer bonita,
How do I say? How do I say??
The room was filled with a sweet aroma
When she danced her hips moved oh so sensuous
She speaks with her body, so hypnotic
In the language that I will never forget
I used to dance around my room to the flow of the spanish guitars and imagine that this song was written about me. I've always been a silly little girl.
I will always be a silly girl.