Hi. I miss you guys. Especially Weeen ( Read more... )

there's something about death that makes you sit quiet and still reflecting on life. i feel like this year...there've been things that have kept me from being truly happy in the moment. but i think back on them and realize...how could i not be truly happy with God as my Father? i LOVE that He's given me a passion for the little things in life. call ( Read more... )

what a change from the sunny day i was having. what a night. i'm at a loss for words ( Read more... )

i don't like programming. actually, that's not true. weirdly enough. it's like...i wish i knew what i was doing better so i could like it more. i just dislike it cuz i can't do the entire thing by myself. but i'm getting there. last night, i understood it but there were some things i didn't know...so jon helped me. i think i like it because you get ( Read more... )

i really like alone time. i really like two hour walks. course i didn't walk the entire two hours, though. spent time journaling and talking to God. i feel like we have a lot to catch up on. dang...free thinking...i miss it. a lot of the time, i was talking to God about serious stuff. but we also have inside jokes =D stupid random things i think or ( Read more... )

man...i just spent the last 10 minutes reading old entries from october, november, and december of freshman year. my entries used to be so much more...thoughtful. i miss free thinking. i miss wondering about random things. why do i not have time anymore? why?! and i miss reading for fun. blah. back to studying...

it's been a frustrating night. partly cuz...if i waste my own time, then whatever, i'll deal. but i hate wasting my friends' time. and i hate feeling helpless. i've done my ranting. i won't rant too much here. too much self-pity tonight. and i hate feeling sorry for myself. at least it only happens once in long while. i hope. let me know if it's ( Read more... )

i miss looking at stars. i miss alone time. don't get me wrong...it's been AWESOME meeting up with people and catching up. it's crazy how much you don't know about a person until you actually talk to them one on one. one thing i learned at camp this past summer was that if you're more open with people, they're more open with you. i learned it from ( Read more... )

fun times. been hanging out with sfcac kids so much more this quarter. i'm glad we get to hang out before midterms start and everyone becomes hermit-y. tonight me, lauren, garrett, joe, amy, cat, justin, tchu, ben, and bo (yea we FINALLY hung out with him) went to TGIFs to eat dinner. it was really fun to just go out with friends and relax. i've ( Read more... )

i feel like lately i need more alone time. that's not necessarily a bad thing. i just...like to get away from all the crowds sometimes. and in my apartment...it's always a crowd. don't get me wrong. i LOVE having people over. it's nice to come back to a warm apartment with someone cooking something, and friends sitting around laughing. but i also ( Read more... )