An email I recieved today from my ex, Cannan:Dear Lan: Where to begin.. It's Valentine's Day.. the day we think about the ones we love and, of course, you came to mind. I just wanted to let you know that I actually came across your profile while grazing comments on a friends page.. anyway, it was one of those take-your-breath-away/small world ( Read more... )

If you could see me here this way,
Looking backwards from today,
Would you do it all again?It's February 2007. So much time, so much success, so much challenge has passed in the past 18 months, it's crazy. Anyone who knows how 2005 and 2006 were for me understands. I'm psyched about life right now; there are no words to describe it. I rocked the ( Read more... )

A year ago ( Read more... )

The saying goes: "Love like you've never been hurt and dance like nobody's watching ( Read more... )

I have only just begun.At 1:15am Tuesday morning, I couldn't sleep because I had a really amazing night. There I was--blaring my iPod, moving through Boston Common like I was at Avalon...totally strutting my way home from Jeff's apartment. Fuck it--I can be as happy as I want ( Read more... )

It's all good.My birthday last weekend and the days after were really awesome. I went out, got taken out dinner, partied, clubbed and danced my ass off; shopped, took two days off from work in the same week and had some really phenomenal, out of this world, mind-blowing birthday sex. So it is fair to say I didnt mind turning 23 ( Read more... )

What's worse than the total agony of being in love?Lately, I have forgotten what it feels like to breathe. It has nothing to do with work, school or stress. It has to do with change. It has much to do with happiness and security; that I get so caught up in both that breathing doesn't even seem like something I can do without focusing. As reluctant ( Read more... )

Just another day in the week, waiting for another oppurtunity to step in front of me. Maybe I'm losing my mind, waiting for another place and another time...Graduation, advancing in both my careers and a whole bunch of things are ahead. I can't say I'm anxious and I can't say I'm nervous. I'm actually just pretty set in how things are. I'm curious ( Read more... )

Sometimes it take a light to see the room you're in.

Last Friday, I felt like I was sitting on top of the world. I didn't quite know how to handle it or what to do. There came moments where I had to sit down, close my eyes and say to myself: Slow down, Lan. Last Thursday night was really awesome. I met up with Josh that Thursday night and we had ( Read more... )

A few weeks ago, I was on my way back from work when Edwin called me and was like, "Omg! I have to see you! Let's meet up!" so instead of going to CambridgeSide, I gave into meeting him at Urban Outfitters on Newbury Street. We shopped and looked around and I waited for him to try on clothes. I tried on a few pairs of pants, a few jeans and a few ( Read more... )