I had friends, once. I would go to parties, socialize, not sure why or how I had come to be in the presence of strangers who made a crowd of shifting, blinking faces internalizing and externalizing their emotions like the drawing and releasing of stale breath. I felt outside of it but nevertheless I was there, drinking and smoking and laughing at ( Read more... )

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Love - that word is exchanged between us a lot ( Read more... )

"I said, you are a fucking faggot ( Read more... )

"There go the hardest luck nigger I ever knew ( Read more... )

arvus's Interests

GeneralHer testimonial: I check my email a thousand times a day, to make sure I never leave a message unread for more than 20 seconds. I log in to every messenger program known to man, rapidly adding any name I can find to compile gigantic lists of people I can send chain letters to. I remember to charge my cel phone EVERY day ( Read more... )

I thought NIN wasn't together anymore? I was pretty positive I read a news story from one of the many fine, legitimate news sources that I frequent proclaiming Trent Reznor had finally contracted AIDs from all of the cocks he likes to suck and then tragically killed himself by a tragic self-induced drowning in a tragic tub filled with tragic(yet ( Read more... )

Masturbation was all that was running through his head that morning. Fleshy digits pumping up and down furiously over soft, purple, veigny shafts, spurting thunderous mounds of tapioca pudding all over the wall. Thousands of them, all stroking in unison. All he wanted to do was jerk off ( Read more... )

Hh. "How about helping me with these dishes ( Read more... )

Cynthia doesn't play here anymore ( Read more... )